I was worried if I could stay until the end

“I’m glad I was able to watch the
LIVE until the very end.”


The old me would never have thought
that a day would come where I’d be happy about something like this.

Once I became mostly bedridden, the thought that crossed my mind was,
“Will the day ever come when I can go to a LIVE concert?”



I love music.

When I feel the sound and the atmosphere resonating in my body,
it makes me feel like I’m “alive.”

That’s why I love LIVE concerts.


That’s why,
when I thought, “I might not be able to go anymore…,”
it felt painful.

Just sitting.
Even though it’s just that, there are times when I can’t manage it for more than 15 minutes.
So, honestly, I was anxious until I actually went to the LIVE.

“I’ll drive you there,”
my husband said.

Reserved seating, which I had never used before.

“Oh… if it’s this, even the current me
might be able to watch until the end.”


When I said that, my children looked happy and

“That’s great, Mom!”

they said.



It was a LIVE concert the children said they wanted to go to.
When I bought the tickets, I thought,


“Maybe I’ll be better by then.”

But at the same time,
I also felt that it might be a bit difficult.
In a way, I bought the tickets like a prayer.


So that going out would become a goal for me, too.
Right now, my health hasn’t returned yet.
I spend almost all my time at home.

That is precisely why, when I arrived at the venue
and the music started playing,

I felt relieved.
I felt like a little bit of my daily life had returned.


It’s still difficult to work for many hours as a job.
But even if it’s little by little,
I want to increase the things I can do.

I was able to go to a place I thought
“I can never go to again.”



The flowing sounds and voices.

“Boku no Koto” (About Me)

resonated with who I was that day.

I was able to go to the LIVE
that I thought I might not be able to attend.

For me, it was an incredibly significant day.

#Mrs.Green Apple
#Zenjin
#ThankYouMrsGreenApple