[Essay] Planning Theme for the "Me and note" Collaborative Magazine
For me, note is like a bookshelf for my heart.
There are feelings I want to take out right away, and memories I want to tuck away quietly.
I think of it as a place where I can quietly line up those words and emotions, one by one.
My first article was about a game called Taonga Island Farm.
I spent a year gathering materials, defeating dragons, and expanding the island's land.
I really wanted my friends to see that video.
That's why I made my first post on note.
Then, many of my gaming friends watched it, gave it a 'like,' and the video's view count grew.
I even got comments.
At that moment, I naturally felt that this was a fun place to be.
After that, I started posting the novels I had been writing and saving up little by little.
It was before I used AI, and my writing was still immature.
Even so, I received 'likes' and comments.
Each one made me so happy that, before I knew it, I found myself wanting to write more.
I feel like it was on note that I first learned how much having someone read my work can push me forward.
I think writing is always about exposing a little bit of yourself.
Feelings I can't express well, dreams that haven't taken shape yet—
I'm afraid they might disappear somewhere if I don't write them down and keep them.
That's why I open the page again and again.
Each time, the things deep in my heart slowly turn into words.
When I read them back, the me from that time is truly there.
Days I was happy, nights I was in pain,
even emotions I never intended to show anyone are lined up quietly.
A version of me that was a little immature, a little clumsy, but definitely alive,
remains properly within note.
By now, I have already posted nearly 2,700 articles.
It feels strange to think that I have written so much.
However, it's not just the number that has piled up.
In each one, there is the temperature of the day I wrote it, someone's reaction,
and the weight of the time I have spent continuing this.
note is not just a posting site for me.
What I write reaches someone, and someone's words help me grow for the next time.
I believe it is my own place, built little by little within that cycle.
I will surely keep writing from here on out.
There are days when I can't summarize things well, and days when the words just won't come.
Even so, as long as there is something left in my heart, I think I will open note.
Because this is the place where my words can be the most honest.
And I feel that this accumulation of words will continue to lead me forward, little by little.
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