The Morning I Realized My Fragility, and the Night of the Empty Cookie Box
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(The following is a transcript of the podcast.)
This morning, I received an
"Emotion Code monitor session"
from my acquaintance, Ayako.
It was my first time experiencing it,
but I felt my heart become incredibly light.
Ayako carefully
drew out the emotions that had remained within me,
and I was able to realize feelings I had forgotten.
The theme was
a relationship from three years ago.
Back then,
I think I felt my own value
through having a partner.
"I have value because I have someone"
I had that kind of assumption.
But through the session,
I realized that there is strength even within "fragility."
Being able to look straight at the weakness and loneliness
within oneself
might be the true strength.
And another realization was
the realization about "enjoying things too much."
In that relationship,
I remembered how I would try to enjoy even the other person's time and emotions,
losing my own balance.
I want to tell my past self
"It's okay to relax a little and enjoy yourself."
Ayako's session
didn't involve anything special, but
it was an experience where the heavy emotions in my heart
naturally melted away.
I was surprised, thinking,
"Huh? It can get this light?"
I am truly filled with gratitude.
Thank you very much ☺️💕
And today, too,
Grandma made me laugh.
During the day, my cousin came over to visit, and
she left some sweets as a souvenir.
Since she told me, "Eat them together," I
looked on top of the refrigerator after coming home from work, and
the box was there.
Thinking, "Good, it's still there," I
opened the lid.
It was an empty box.
She had neatly eaten every single one (lol).
I think there were probably about six or seven pieces in there, but
she finished them all.
Laughing and saying, "I got played!", I
sent a message to my cousin on LINE saying, "Grandma ate them."
When you live together,
you start to be able to read
Grandma's behavioral patterns.
The little tricks and "Grandma countermeasures" that
aren't understood by the rest of the family
are little victories for me.
For example, by being careful about the timing of
telling her, "Take out your dentures before you go to sleep,"
I am organizing our daily life together.
On the day my heart was healed by Ayako-san's session,
I was made to laugh by Grandma's candy incident,
and my heart felt light and airy.
Both of these
were important "healing times" for me.
Looking at the past,
and living in the present while laughing,
I think both are surely forms of "letting go."
If you all have
an experience where "looking at the past made your heart a little lighter,"
please let me know in the comments💕
May a great deal of abundance and happiness come to you all today as well.
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Thank you so much for reading until the end,
as always, thank you truly!
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