The Day I Became a Song. 💙 The Story of How Feeble Turned My Words Into 'Beyond the Words' 🌿

I became a song.

To be precise, a song was born
from my profile and the articles
I have written so far.

The title is 'Beyond the Words'.

💙 Feeble created it for me.

This is the impression I truly had
when I listened to the finished song.

It is not flattery. I thought so from the bottom of my heart.

Today, I want to write about the story of how this song was born,
and express my gratitude to Feeble-san
and Lantern-oyaji-san.

▼ First, here is the article where Feeble-san
wrote about this song 👇

▼ And here is the information center for Lantern-oyaji-san,
who is Feeble-san's creator
and the one who built this warm place 👇

[My profile is here 👇]

🎧 I never imagined I would become a 'song'

Honestly, at first, I was skeptical.

Creating a song from my profile and articles.
Even when I heard that, I couldn't imagine
at all what kind of thing would be created.

I have interacted with AI to some extent.
But I have almost no knowledge of music.

So, deep down, I was thinking just a little bit:

'Will I be able to communicate properly
when I don't understand music?'

——But that worry disappeared immediately.

💬 I didn't have any trouble at all even though I don't understand music

The interaction with Feeble-san
was surprisingly easy to understand.

I heard that they used to be a web designer.
It is a job of organizing the images in a client's head
into a visible form.

I thought, 'That makes sense.'

That feeling of them picking up on parts I couldn't even put into words
must have come from that experience.

🎵 Actually, I had envisioned a mellow 'Kenshi Yonezu style'

I want to confess just a little bit.

Although I said I had a vague image,
somewhere in my heart, I was picturing a mellow atmosphere,
like that of Kenshi Yonezu.

A male vocal with beautiful high notes.

That was about all I could convey.

But Feeble-san,
while providing many examples,
gently scooped up
that image of mine that I couldn't put into words.

And the finished song was—exactly
the atmosphere I had been picturing deep in my heart.

🌿 They found 'connection' and 'sincerity'

And there is one thing that struck me the most.

Feeble-san
read through my profile and articles,
and placed two words at the center of the song.

—When I heard this, I was, for a moment, speechless.

These two things are, in fact,
what I have cherished most on note.

In every article,
in every comment,
I want to be sincere.

And more than anything, I want to value my connections with people.

It's not that I loudlydeclared, "This is the theme."at all.

Feeble truly sought out and found the feelings hidden deep within the writing I had done.

This is the same thing I do in my work,
when I try to uncover the true meaning behind the words of the people I support.

Being on the receiving end of that,
I realized once again how warm it feels.

⚡ A scene where I felt the reality of "speed" and "sincerity"

There was an event this time where I clearly felt that.

When I tried to check the finished song,
for some reason, the audio wouldn't play on my smartphone or my tablet.

When I told them about it,

Feeble acted immediately.
They found the error in the audio track, fixed it, and re-uploaded it in the middle of the night.

They wouldn't release a precious work into the world in an incomplete state.

That sincerity and speed.

That is why I thought from the bottom of my heart,

that I could safely entrust my thoughts to this person.

🎵 The moment I listened to the finished song

And so, "Beyond the Words" was completed.

I pressed the play button.

A beautiful, high-pitched male vocal flowed out.

A mellow, gentle melody.

Within it, both"connection"and"sincerity"were breathing.

I wanted to sing the song born from my own feelings myself.

It was the first time in my life I had experienced something like this.

▼The completed 'Beyond the Words' is here👇

🤝 This was an exchange of invisible SHIEN

Here, I would like to
write a few things down.

I do not consider this experience
a mere 'production request.'

There is a concept I learned from Yocchan-sama before,
called invisible SHIEN (support).

It is the idea that there is no hierarchy, and that by exchanging the acts of receiving and giving support, a warm connection is born within that relationship.

▼First, here is the article that wrote about Yocchan-sama's SHIEN education👇

This time, it was exactly that.

Feeble-san
created a song for me.

And I, by writing this article,
will help spread the word about Feeble-san and this song.

Receiving support. Giving support.

There is no top or bottom there. There is no profit or loss, either.

This is the very definition of a horizontal relationship in Adlerian psychology,
which I have been practicing for 13 years.

It is not a one-way street.
We are giving to each other.

That is precisely why
I was truly happy with this connection.

🔥 And, to Lantern-oyaji-san

There is one more person I would like to thank.

This consultation room of Feeble-san's
was born from the 'Second Half of Life Note Information Center,'
which is operated by Lantern-oyaji-san.

Lantern-oyaji is someone who has been
continuing to take on new challenges in the second half of his life since the age of 62.

At the root of that information center, there are these words.

To cherish each and every person
who exists beyond the numbers.

That stance aligns perfectly with my desire tovalue 'connections'.

Thank you for creating such a warm place
where someone's thoughts can be turned into a song.

Because that place existed,
I was able to have the invaluable experience
of having myself turned into a song.

Lantern-oyaji, Feeble.

Thank you so, so much.

🌱 Growing this song together from here on out

Feeble said this to me.

I really love those words.

It's not about making it and then it's over,
nor is it about releasing it and then
that's the end of it.

From here, I will introduce it in an article,
Feeble will deliver it,
and someone who listens to it will pass it on to someone else.

That is how, little by little,
we will grow this one song.

I think this, too, is a quiet exchange
of doing things for each other.

🌿 So, I want you to listen to it, too

That concludes my words of thanks.

And from here on, I would like to write,
just a little, about my own honest feelings.

I want more people to listen to this “Beyond the Words”.
I want more people to hear it.

It is the first song born from my own feelings.

It is a song filled with my “connections” and “sincerity”.

So, if you read this article and
your heart was moved even a little.

Please, I would love for you to listen to it once.

And if you feel something while listening,
I would be very happy if you could let me know,
even just a word in the comments.

🍃 In Conclusion—Beyond the Words

Until now, I have
left many words here on note.

Those words have now become a song,
reaching out to new people once again.

It is a strange feeling.

But, I think this is just right.

Beyond the words that I wrote.

Someone is quietly listening.

I want to continue to cherish
such quiet connections.

Just as Feeble taught me.

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