I got a reading and felt empowered, so I think I'll try hosting an online tea party

I was able to wake up at 5:30 again today.
Clap clap clap clap...!

The reason is that I'm going to listen to Michiko-san's online star reading results.

Notes from the star reading results

・Rich sensibility, expressive, good at putting things into words (can do it unconsciously)
・Can see through to the essence in one go (but because I'm sensitive, I see too much and become suspicious)
・I tend to let my emotions explode, so I recommend exercising to release them (the dance I've been wanting to try is a good fit)
・Basically lucky
・Naturally capable at work, and someone who likes to work (it just hasn't been a place where I could demonstrate it until now)
・Jupiter (a gentle, easygoing grandfather-like star is watching over me)
・The more proactively I act, the more I can realize what I want to do
・However, I'm not good at building a position in a company or society, and I'm not used to it (this is related to why I feel overwhelmed by marketing and product sales)

Points I thought were spot on

・I have the power to be loved by people and receive help wherever I go
・For Eri-san, building a home and creating a place to belong are very important things
・Instead of being fixated on Niigata, it's also good to check compatibility by, for example, working remotely while traveling, or trying to work or live somewhere for a little bit
・Without being bound by traditional marriage, I might be able to form independent relationships and partnerships with people I truly like
・A place to belong isn't just a house; it's wherever people are(Eri-san can create communities herself)
・It's actually better not to run a community alone
・It will be fine if I organize and send tasks to people, saying "this part is for you," and give clear instructions

It was a bit different from previous fortune-telling, and it gave me strength

Yay~~~.

"I don't understand marketing, I'm too scared to publish my sales page no matter how much time passes, I always act on impulse or feelings, I don't know how to move forward, maybe I should just quit..." I was feeling stagnant.

Somehow, I've started to feel like I can do the things I want to do by borrowing people's strength~~💪

The reason I like self-understanding, StrengthsFinder, and aptitude tests more than fortune-telling is that they don't just end with "you are this kind of person," but say "so you should use this in this kind of work or way of life! You can do it if you do this!" and are focused on the future.

Knowing my own roots is fun, but personally, I'm more interested in how to apply these qualities to the future (I have a strong future orientation)

I'm really, really sorry to say this, but I feel that no matter how much you dig into the past with fortune-telling, you can't escape from it.

Even friends who are studying fortune-telling hard say things like, "Because I have this star, I'm bad at this. I'm not smart enough to do it, so it's not for me. I shouldn't eat this right now, so I'm avoiding it." Maybe that's really true, but...

I also feel that focusing only on that doesn't seem very happy...

When I had a fortune-teller look at me before, I felt, "Yes... as you say, I am a woman with a complicated family background, too much power that ironically brings misfortune, and a turbulent life. So?? What should I do...?" lol

However, today, Michiko-san told me about my potential and specifically what I could do.

It wasn't just 'here's your reading, done!'—it was great that she suggested, 'I think you could compensate for these missing parts in this way, so why don't we do this together?'

That said, I'm not looking for a heavily made-up fortune teller who bluntly says, 'You can't do this!' or uses negative language. Some people might feel motivated by that kind of directness, but for me, I just end up feeling overwhelmed. Lol

We were able to chat a bit about things that were on my mind, and the sense of distance was just right.

I felt that even with the same type of fortune-telling or star reading, there are so many different ways to interpret it and different levels of compatibility.

'I don't know what I'm doing, but I'll just do it!' is my strength, so let's create a place for everyone to belong.

During our conversation,

she said to me...

I see... that might be true...

I often hear this from my clients:

"No, the fact that you're going through trial and error is amazing!! In reality, even if people want to try something, they're too scared to do it."

That's what they say.

Wow... is that so? You know, despite being a scaredy-cat, I also have an aggressive side, so I just end up doing things—or rather, I can't rest until I do.

People say all sorts of things, and the internet is full of articles about what you're suited for and what you're not, but I'd rather see for myself before making a judgment.

But you know, I actually have stars that reflect that.

And,it seems like now is the perfect time for me to take on new challenges, as people are likely to help me out!Amazing.

I heard that this year is a 'yakudoshi' (unlucky year) for me and that I'm blocked in all directions, so I've been thinking in my head that maybe I shouldn't make any rash moves...

I'm so relieved.

Why I decided to host an online tea party

Actually,"It would be nice to have a place where people who have had sessions with Eri-san can interact!"I've had many requests like that, so I thought I'd try hosting an online tea party, but I have no idea how to go about it. Lol

Oh well.

Because, first of all,I don't have a place or a home where I can have a calm online meeting.That's the situation.

Right now, I hold my sessions in a rental space (a private room) that costs 3,000 yen per session, so if no one shows up, I'll definitely be in the red. 😂

Well, I'll just host it by myself and call it the '0th Online Tea Party'. Lol

From a state like that, I'm going to create a place where I can be with everyone, you know?
I'm even renting my computer! 😂

Can I do it??? It's just too much from scratch, isn't it...(But conversely, if I can build this as a strength, I could write an amazing growth story book, right?)

I'm sure this won't be a good fit for those who are looking for so-called perfect, purely educational seminars, or polished slides, or structured facilitation...

But, on the other hand, I hope it can be a sanctuary where you can try things you've wanted to do casually, speak freely,and be accepted no matter what you mess up.

So, if you come to my session and feel like I might be good at something, I might ask for your support, so please be kind to me lol

It might be nice if it became a place and community like this 🦆

For example 🪐

And so on.
I just wrote down what came to mind, but it might turn into something completely different lol

I want to create a place where you can try anything as long as it doesn't hurt others~~

(A place where it's okay to fail as much as you want. And a place where, once you've done it, you can turn it into a track record and use it as a stepping stone for the next thing.)

By the way, Michiko-san, who did my star reading today, isn't doing this as her job either; she reached out saying, 'I'd like to use this for my own services eventually~ I just love star readings, so if you'd like, I'd love to read yours!' ✨

Oh!! That's right! Most of the customers who have come to me so far have the common trait of being able to do fortune-telling, so it might be interesting for this to become a place for them to practice too~~ 😂

I'm sure that with star readings, or anything really, it varies depending on the perspective of the person looking at it, right? And so, I will write my impressions like this, using my own way of expressing things!! Sparkle (I'll focus just on that 🕶)

Since I have absolutely no idea about things like what kind of needs there might be or what the theme of the tea party should be, I think I'll start from a level like the '0th Online Tea Party Trial Lab' and see how it goes~~

Haha.

I'm sorry in advance if I can't do screen sharing smoothly~~🙏 (I've never managed to do it well. Either the whole screen shows up, or that mysterious phenomenon where the screen repeats infinitely in dozens of layers happens)

I lose my motivation when it snows or gets cold, so it would be nice if I could do it once around November~~

Looking forward to it, nice and easy~~

Yeah, talking in the morning is great! It's a good excuse to wake up early, and since I already feel like I've accomplished something, I can start my day feeling good.

Monday?
Just waking up is an achievement, right!
Let's live in energy-saving mode!!

Thank you for reading today too✨
It's guaranteed to be a good day😊

Michiko, who does star readings, wrote an answer note for me👇
(To think she attended a fortune-telling school for two years!)