A belated self-introduction

Hello. I am Giant Panda.

The first article I wrote on note, while having the stiff title 'Thinking about the health of the wealthy under the blue sky,' was actually a loose and silly piece of writing.

Getting carried away, I followed it up with the peak of silliness, 'Being declared old by Mister Donut,' and

the 'Delusion March,' which I wrote while enduring shame and blushing bright red,

and I just kept writing whatever came to mind, skipping over anything like a self-introduction.

So, better late than never, here is my self-introduction.

Name: Giant Panda (Okuma Neko)
Around 50, divorced, no children, prefer tea over coffee
170 cm tall, left-handed (but I throw and bat right-handed)
Apparently, I'm a genius with an IQ of 141 (there are exceptions in this world. In reality, I'm on the other side of that fine line)
By the way, I don't know if I'm gifted, but it seems many people think gifted equals developmental disability. I do not have a developmental disability. Yes.


After graduating from high school, I briefly aimed to be an actress, but gave up due to the death of the artist I loved most in the world.
After that, I jumped from job to job, and now I work as a humble temporary employee doing sales administration.

I married at 26 and divorced at 36.
Maybe I'll write about that sometime?

After the divorce, between being laid off from temporary work, the earthquake disaster, and meeting my then-boyfriend who had severe depression—which I'll write about someday—I ended up with depression myself.
Although I still go to a psychosomatic clinic, I haven't had any symptoms for a long time and am almost in remission.
However, compared to before I became depressed, I feel like my capacity has narrowed.
Not so much my mental capacity, but my physical one.
How should I put it? My body can't keep up with things I think I 'should have been able to handle' before I got sick.
Maybe it's just due to aging. ...Regrettable.

Likes: Dogs, pandas, music, cafes, aroma
Dislikes: Garlic, kimchi, bugs, people who intimidate others with loud voices

I intend to continue writing about the present, the past, and perhaps the future, just as I feel.