The story of how I tried a fortune-telling monitor on a whim and realized feelings I had been suppressing

Hello.
I am Haruka Minaka, a note writer who turned my life around in my 40s
by practicing the law of attraction.

The other day, I read this article by Rena ▼

I decided to leave a comment on a whim. (Something like this ↓)

For me,
I just wanted to support Rena, who started working as a fortune teller this month, and hoped I could be of some help, even if just a little.
That was my intention.

Then, an unexpected turn of events happened!!

It said, "I will send you a personalized fortune-telling video message later ♡,"
and it arrived.

I thought, "Maybe it's about 5 minutes long?"
When I opened it, it was a long video over 40 minutes!
Just for me!? For free?

Of course, I watched the whole thing ♡

She drew oracle cards, explained them,
and even talked about her impressions of my note,
and I really felt the love.

Furthermore, she also sent me a summary of the video,
so I'll show it to you ▼

Wow! This is really interesting!!

You know, I think of fortune-telling as statistics,
and I've always been very interested in that aspect.

However, card reading is a world where the fortune teller's intuition is everything.

It's not about whether it's accurate or not, but rather
I felt like it was a way to receive necessary messages.

Those words struck a chord. It hit the nail on the head.
Actually, there is something I've been suppressing without facing it.

I have many things I can't do,
but there are also things I can do,

and the fact that those are a bit different from other people,
I have accepted and come to terms with myself.

Rather than suffering by trying to be like everyone else,
I chose to live comfortably just as I am.

I still go through trial and error,
but things are going reasonably well.

"Even if it's not a life everyone envies,
I'm having fun. Got a problem with that?"
It's kind of like that, haha.

However, when it comes to my children,
I sometimes can't maintain that self-centered stance.

Thankfully, my 9-year-old daughter and 7-year-old son
are growing up happy, healthy, and fast, haha.

But somehow, precisely because of that,
"Was I the right mom for you?"
"I'm sorry for being this kind of mom..."
"If only I were a normal mom..."
I end up harboring feelings like these.

There is also a part of me that retorts,
"What even is a 'normal mom'?"

My husband, well, he's fine.
"Since you chose me,
you're prepared for this, right?"It's like that.
(I love him, and I cherish him.)

But the kids, did they really choose me!?

I've been reflecting on this for two or three days,
and I just had a realization.

This will be long, so I'll write it in a separate article.
Surprisingly, it's perfectly synchronized
with this week's topic for the Happy Writing Marathon!

[Ken Honda's topic for this week]
What is something that would make your heart feel lighter if you let it go now?
[Rena's message]
Maybe there's a point for reflection or letting go?

Intuition really synchronizes with the world, doesn't it? Amazing!

So,
I'll post it soon once I've written the article.

*Added on March 7th: I wrote it! ▼

Rena-san,
thank you for the wonderful fortune-telling session.

For those interested in Rena-san's fortune-telling,
she is currently looking for monitor participants here▼

Thank you for reading until the end.

Thank you also for the likes, follows, and comments. They are very encouraging!