I want to tell my past self: 'You can be happy.' I have reached a point where I can say that from the bottom of my heart.

A story about how I created
the feeling that 'I am happiest right now!'

This is a true story.

It is by no means a dark story, so
please read it with peace of mind.

Reborn💫
This is a story imbued with powerful magic
that grants the power of 'rebirth' to those who read it.

I have kept this hidden for many years,
but the time has come to reveal my experience ofturning my life around 180 degreesfor the sake of others in similar situations.

I have lived more than half of my life in tears.

I was sensitive, delicate, and
had a heart of glass.

From the cracked glass,
more cracks kept spreading,
and the longer I lived, the more painful it became.

For a long time, I selfishly

expectedmy parents, friends, and lovers to'love me unconditionally.'When they didn't behave as I imagined they would,

I would fall into deep despair,
convinced that I wasn't loved after all,
and I kept blaming my very existence.

'What is the meaning of my birth?'

Was I born just to suffer?

No, that can't be right, then...what is the meaning of being born?
I kept repeating that over and over.

I spent years of my precious life
on questions that had no answers.

My hobby was worrying.
Worrying became a habit, and every day felt suffocating.

The most unbearable pain in this world
is not illness, injury, or death,
but feeling 'lonely'.

No one understands me—
I was lonely.

One day, I thought, "I want to end this life."

The moment I actually tried to end it,
"If I do that, I will never know the answer,"
I thought, and stopped myself.

I didn't want that.

I wanted to know the meaning of this life.

If so, I would start from zero.
I would draw a new life on a blank sheet of paper.

Dreams I wanted to fulfill, scenery I wanted to see, people I wanted to meet—
I thought about them and kept taking action.

Before I knew it, I had become happy.

I was vibrant, and I had regained my smile.

Come to think of it, the reason I was suffering was
because I had time to suffer—in other words,
"I was idle enough to suffer."By taking action,

by keeping myself busy,
by being proactive about joy,
I was able to change.

Besides, strictly speaking,
it wasn't that I wasn't understood by anyone.

It was just that I did not understand myself.

That was all.

How about that.

I cried.

Tears overflowed, and overflowed, and would not stop.

It was the first time I had ever shed 'tears of joy'.

I laughed while I cried.

I will never forget that moment when I discovered my true self.
I will remember it for the rest of my life.

Admittedly, I cannot shake the feeling that I wasted
more than half of my life.

But I am glad I had this experience.

It is only because of the darkness that the light shines.
Without darkness, it cannot exist as light.

It was precisely because I had that dark era
that I was able to remember that I am light.

Now, I can say it from the bottom of my heart:

'We were born to be happy.'

I even traveled back in time to that day
many times to heal my wounds.

'It's going to be okay.'
'I am happy now.'
'You are loved.'
'I understand.'
'I understand you better than anyone else.'
'Come here.'

I said the words I wanted to say over and over again.

One night, while I was living in tears,
a warm, glowing energy enveloped me.

I believe now that the warmth I felt at that moment
was undoubtedly my future self.

So, to you who are struggling right now,

please rest assured.
You, too, can absolutely be happy.

Because we were born to be happy.

You just need to decide.

Decide that you will become a "master of happiness."
Call yourself a "happiness researcher."
You can even become a "happy angel."

Everything begins with "deciding."

It's okay, everything is going well.

If you felt even a little bit "cheered up!"
please give me a like or a comment,
and I will be overjoyed♡
(Questions are also welcome! I'll teach you the secrets to happiness!)

Adding magic to life(๑ˇεˇ๑)•¨•.¸¸♪