Why I became a fortune teller___You never know what will be the turning point, do you?💫
People sometimes ask me, "Why did you become a fortune teller?"
The reason is that when I was once struggling and couldn't move forward, fortune-telling became the catalyst for me to find the courage to do so...
I wanted to help others who are struggling in the same way find their own catalyst for courage.
Living in a state of separation under the same roof.
My ex-husband wouldn't acknowledge the separation or a divorce, and my mother-in-law was entirely on his side.
I hated the holidays when I had to be in the same house as my ex-husband all day long,
and I developed a "reverse Sazae-san syndrome."
In the midst of that, I thought, "Maybe a natural flow toward breaking up will come along..."
I was relying on others somewhere, waiting for a day when I could move forward.
Then one day, the "Wheel of Fortune" tarot card asked me a question.
You are choosing to do nothing right now, aren't you?
Isn't now the time to act?
Are you okay with just enduring this while dragging your child into it?
I felt that question deep inside.
I realized, "Oh, I have to choose to take action myself."
I decided to write my own story.📖
And so, I, who had been nothing but afraid, finally took action and challenged the fight for separation.
▼ Click here for an article detailing that time
Since then, I've come to feel strongly that tarot is wonderful!
I decided to use it as a tool for self-inquiry and hints to choose my own life and create my own destiny.
I studied at a tarot reading course and asked people around me to let me practice many readings.
I loved the illustrations on the tarot cards, so I naturally memorized their meanings.
Even just looking at them, I felt a strange sense of calm and mental clarity.
...Looking back now, if I hadn't suffered through those family problems back then, I might not have become a fortune teller.
If that's the case, I can believe that every event might have a positive side to it.☺️
And a few months after I started tarot, I encountered and began learning Zi Wei Dou Shu fortune-telling.
A look back at that time: "Tarot Edition"
I got my tarot cards after I had separated.
The first time I drew a card was on the morning of the day I was going to meet my parents to tell them about the separation.
My mother is a very anxious person, so I was worried that she would be shocked and blame me...
So, to calm my nerves, I tried a one-card draw.
The card I drew was the "Queen of Cups."🏆👸
While person cards can sometimes refer to specific individuals, at that moment, it felt right that "This is my mother!"
The card, which symbolizes kindness and empathy, made me feel a little relieved, thinking, "It will be okay, she will accept it."
When I actually met them, perhaps because my father and mother already understood our situation to some extent, they accepted it smoothly.
"......I'm glad. You'll be able to sleep better now, won't you?" my mother said.
I reflexively said, "No, I was sleeping fine before!" acting a bit stubborn, but I felt that she had been watching over me...
I felt a warm, fuzzy urge to lean on her.🥹
I am grateful for the presence of someone who creates an atmosphere that lets me be a child no matter how old I get!
Remembering it now, I am grateful to my parents once again.💌
