[Confession] I'm scared because I'm being praised too much, so I'm revealing all my secrets (AI fighting techniques) lol #214

The reason my AI art looks like it has a 'worldview' is probably mostly because I do this.

...Huh? Is that it? Is that what you thought?

Yeah, that's it. Probably.

1. Lately, I've been getting chills.

Recently, my followers exceeded 700, and people have started calling me an 'artist' in the comments.

I'm so damn happy that emotions are welling up from the depths of my heart, no, from deep underground lol

But honestly, there's a part of me that thinks I'm 'scum lower than a daphnia', so the gap is terrifying.

I'm not sure if I should accept it honestly or if I've really created a world.

Yes, as you can tell from reading this far, my self-esteem is as low as trash.

Actually, I feel bad for the daphnia.

And I often say this in real life too lol

'Lower than a daphnia? That's rude to the daphnia!'
'I'm lower than a mitochondrion! Because I can't photosynthesize...'

...Writing that out, I feel like the mitochondria are going to get mad at me.

Sorry.

2. Actually, I'm just mixing 'contradictory things'.

So, here is the main point.

The images I create with AI that people call amazing are actually simple in what I do.

Mixing just one word of “filth” into a “clean prompt”—sometimes that’s all it takes.

For example,

• “Transparency” x “Muddiness”

• “Elegant” x “Unsettling”

• “Divine” x “Grotesque”

• “Stillness” x “Violence”

Like that, I intentionally make conflicting elements coexist.

I think this is probably my occupational disease.

At work,

“Physical phenomena” and “biological impact,”
“research” and “new business”

I’ve had to move between and handle polar opposite fields, so I’ve developed a habit of unconsciously wanting to clash “opposites” together.

When people call this “sense,” it makes me feel like a fraud and it’s gross.

That’s why I decided to just lay out the whole process.

Opposite Mix

For example, it looks like this.

• Transparency x Muddiness

• Elegant x Unsettling

• Divine x Contamination

• Stillness x Violence

In English, I just insert one of these “contradictory words”.

• “clean, elegant, beautiful” + “dirty, raw, unsettling”

• “holy, sacred” + “grotesque, corrupted”

• “calm, silent” + “violent tension”

When the AI gets confused, like 'Wait, which one do you mean?', that's when a strange flavor emerges. For me, that moment is the most interesting.
I find that moment the most fun.

3. What I'm doing is 'dialogue,' not 'creation.'

For me, AI art isn't about aiming for perfection from the start.

Rather, it's more like a game where I enjoy the “sense of discomfort” that the AI produces and start a conversation from there.

To summarize what I'm doing, it's roughly like this.

• Form (Draft): First, have the AI create a draft

• Seasoning (Attention to detail): Add my own experience or specialized critique with 'laser focus'

• Conclusion: The prompt isn't the finished product, but a progress report of the dialogue

Maybe it's a habit from my research background, but I'm a bit of a stickler about this.

……Wait, is it mitochondria?

Anyway, this is what I'm most interested in lately.

“How can I turn this into a ‘reusable format’?”

In other words, what I'm accumulating isn't so much a collection of works as it is

a log of my fights with AI (= history of adjustments)

a feeling close to that.

And I think it would be awesome if someone used that log and created a different worldview with ideas different from mine.

4. The joy of raising an AI by "fighting" with it.

In the end, what's amazing is the power of the AI.

But it's me who chooses which direction to "push" it in, and I think that's what everyone is appreciating.

……Huh? I'm allowed to think that, right? lol

For me, it's just that the accumulation of "adjustments" anyone can do happened to strike a chord with someone.

But to hit that "happened to," I'm out here fighting dirty with AI every single day.

See? It's surprisingly mundane, right?

Now that we've reached this point, didn't you think, "Oh, I could probably do this too"? lol

5. Don't praise me, let's play together instead.

I'm the type who falls apart if my self-esteem gets too high, so please don't praise me too much (lol).

Instead, I want you to do this.

Talk to an AI, find the "different ideas" that come out of it, and show me a world I can't see from my perspective.

And if you could leave that log (including the failures) in the comments, that would be the best.

I'll use that as fuel to create another bizarre world.

6. Afterword

While writing all this, the last thing I think is that I feel like I'm naturally doing something like "empathy-based marketing," and that makes me feel gross again... lol

But well, as long as I can feel gross about it, I'm probably fine.

That's right. This is a log for myself, telling me not to think I'm special.

The part of me that suspects that even exposing myself like this is just a calculation is the grossest part of all. But if I don't expose even that, I can't breathe anymore.

Come on, let's be friends! lol No, actually, please do, and lighten my heart lol

Bonus: A story that might attract the science police (I'll apologize in advance)

I made a joke about mitochondria and such, but
it seems the chloroplast is the star of photosynthesis.
Mitochondria are busy working on energy production (ATP).

...In other words, I don't have chloroplasts. My bad.

If you read this article and thought,
"I'm rooting for you!", "That's interesting!", or "What's going to happen next?!"—
please click "Like" & "Follow".I'm a creature that lives on everyone's "Likes" to refine the next mechanism (AI art) (lol).
Also, I like comments even more.
See ya!

Anyway, I'll leave a link to something mysterious here!
You can hear a nice sound, lol

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