What is healing? ~What the healer card taught me~

I was thinking about this recently.

"What is the value that only I can provide?"

If it's just knowledge, there's AI.
There are experts everywhere in herbal medicine and medicinal cooking,
so I can't compete with them.

Is there anything I can say with confidence,
"This is me!"?

Even when I write on note, I often feel anxious,
"Is this okay?"

Since I started working, I keep returning to this question.

Medicinal tea, Yin-Yang Five Elements, Synchronicity Cards.

I handle several things, but
what lies beneath them?

"What is the charm that only I can bring out?"

With that question in mind,
I drew a Synchronicity Card.

The card that came up was,

Color: Yellow
Message: Healer

"Healer"

The moment I saw that word,
a slight sense of discomfort surfaced in a corner of my heart.

I have always felt conflicted
about the word "to heal."

Feeling lighter or finding peace of mind is,
of course, important.

But I feel that what I truly want to deliver
is not just that.

Because the kindness behind words like "It's okay as it is" or "Just be yourself"
did not save the past me.

When I was truly suffering in the past,
what I wanted was a light at the exit.

Because I wanted to escape from there
I couldn't think, 'This is fine as it is.'

'What about my life?'
'Do you really want to live that life?'

While asking myself such things,
I returned to my true self from rock bottom.

The meaning of the Healer card also includes
"being close to your own heart" and "trusting yourself".

To me, a healer is

not someone who heals wounds,

"someone who supports you in remembering the light within you" perhaps.

The sun-like yellow is

not a light that makes someone dependent,

"a light to help you realize that you yourself were the light".

That is why I
do not want to change everyone.

'I want to change'
'I want to live as my true self'

I want to face those who truly wish for that.

I have seen many times that you cannot force someone to move forward when they are not yet ready to change.

Because it is the person themselves who walks their own life. After all, you cannot change people.

I want to be a companion who helps that personstart walking on their own two feet.

What the card taught me was

'You should become a healer'

but rather,

"remember your own unique way of delivering light"

Perhaps that is what it was.

Synchronicity cards are
not for predicting the future,

but a mirror that reflects
the true feelings you hadn't even noticed yourself.

This 'Healer' card this time
also reflected a slight sense of discomfort.

To me, 'healing' is

believing in those who wish to return to their true selves and delivering light to them.

I was able to put that thought into words.

What do you feel when you look at this card?

There is no right answer.

Whatever is reflected in your heart is the answer.

If you'd like,
please let me know what you felt in the comments.

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until the end today.
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