Mornings when I'm up by 7 but can't go to school (My daughter's feelings)

I was up by 7 o'clock yesterday and today, too.
Even though I was able to get up today...

But I can't go to school.

I know I should go.
I know that if I go,
I can spend time laughing with my kind teacher and funny classmates.

But I can't go.

When I don't get changed
and look at my phone on my futon,
I can tell Mom looks unhappy
and is angry.
(Though not as much as before)

But lately, she leaves me alone without a fuss, so
I feel relieved.

My older sister is amazing.
She gets up as soon as Mom wakes up.
She always eats breakfast,
drinks milk tea,
and gets changed quickly.

Why can you get ready so quickly?

I used to be able to do it too...

My second daughter hasn't been able to go to school even once since the second term started.
I tried to put her feelings
into words.
I think I will watch over her slowly
without rushing.
Someday, the time will come when she can go.

I am always encouraged by Harepan-san's articles,
thinking, 'I'm not the only one having a hard time!'