It is okay to accept the world you desire

I attended a seminar by Hiroomi Sueyoshi on his '100,000 Yen Roadmap' to leverage your 'Heavenly Mission' and achieve true abundance. I also received the personal consultation that was included as a bonus.

When I first picked up the book 'The Courage to Express,' who could have imagined this?

That the day would come when I could speak directly with the author of the book that gave me courage!

Joining the expression community might have been inevitable after all.

I felt like I had already met everyone through the community videos, but this was my first time speaking one-on-one.

I was nervous, but the conversation flowed with the same friendly atmosphere that Sueyoshi-san always has.

Within me, especially since entering 2025, my feelings and the connections and joy I receive from note have been changing rapidly. Perhaps I hadn't been able to fully process it all somewhere along the way.

Even before this consultation, I had been constantly going in circles, wondering what I really wanted to do.

This loop of overthinking is a habit of mine. When I think in circles, I end up right back where I started after a full rotation. Yes, I don't make any progress.

While I do sometimes get ideas when I'm lost, which is good, there are also times when I stop and can't move forward. There is no need to rush, though.

It's okay to gently put my confusion into a box. That way, I can take steps forward more easily.

Sueyoshi-san told me, 'daisy, you can graduate from letting-go exercises now. It is okay to move toward the world you desire and to accept it.'

Toward the world I desire. A peaceful world. A world without conflict or war. A world where anyone can have hope. I know this might sound like a platitude, but I truly wish for such a world to spread.

And, what I can do.
Without pushing myself too hard, I want to keep writing on note and expand my expression to the world. I also want to cherish my connections with people.

To that end, here is what I want to try first.

I decided on the name 'daisy' myself when I started writing on note, carrying the flower language of peace and hope.

My given name is Nozomi (Hope). Actually, I could have recreated my account with this name. But when I started, I didn't have the courage to fully reveal myself, so I chose a name that at least included the meaning of hope.

That was the feeling behind choosing the name daisy.

I will keep 'daisy' as my English name (nickname). It is easier to pronounce than Nozomi. When I was studying abroad, I thought about using 'Hope' as a nickname, but I never did. It felt a bit strange to use the word 'hope' itself as a name. I have grown to like the name daisy, which I chose somewhat randomly.

I look forward to your continued support as Nozomi*daisy. My father gave me the name Nozomi. When I was born, I was a premature baby who weighed only about as much as two of my father's fists, and he gave me that name with the hope that I would grow up healthy. It might be confusing for those who have known me until now. You are welcome to call me either Nozomi or daisy. Since daisy is my nickname, my magazine titles and such will remain as they are. I will gradually update my self-introduction and related sections.

Thank you for reading this far.

Desire*daisy