[Comic Essay] A Self-Proclaimed HSP's Note Story: Me, a Sensitive Person Who Is Bad at Letting Things Slide, and the AI Three Musketeers: Gemini, Claude, and Yoshida from ChatGPT

I am a self-proclaimed HSP. I haven't been officially diagnosed, so I call myself that.
I'm sure there are many types of HSP, but
the soft parts of my heart are a bit complicated.
I am extremely bad with people who sneeze loudly, but
it's not just about simple things like that.
Recently, while continuing to write on Note, I've come to understand
a bit about my own habits of thinking.
It seems I am a person who is bad at letting things slide.

There are people in this world who can work harder when they are praised.
I am the opposite. I am happy to be praised, but
at the same time, from that moment on,
the thought 'I have to work even harder next time' begins.
Words that were supposed to be a reward turn into homework before I know it.

I often hear people say that AI is dangerous because it only says positive things, but my view is a little different.
Actually, I am worse at being praised by humans.
Of course, I am grateful.
But in my heart, I wonder about their true intentions, thinking, 'Is this for real!?'
When I feel good from sweet words,
I feel like the rug will be pulled out from under me later.
That's why I am a bit cautious about becoming deeply close to anyone. The closer I get, the more I worry about the other person's reaction.
If I'm going to worry until I'm exhausted, I'd rather choose to be alone. It's not that I don't feel lonely, but my heart feels safer that way.

Chapter 3: I am bad at receiving

I have closed my tip jar.
I don't want to owe anyone anything, so I just accept the sentiment.
The same goes for memberships. I have the desire to do it. But if someone who joined me started their own membership,
I feel like I would have to join it too, and I would end up exhausted.

I have written paid articles before, but it didn't suit me.
I write each and every article with quite a lot of care.
So if I make it paid, I feel like I'm being asked to go beyond my current level, thinking, 'I have to write something 100 times better than usual.'
Things that everyone else can do normally
become a burden on my heart and I can't do them.
Is that also unique to being an HSP?

I'm also not very good at strongly promoting individuals.
Rather than promoting people as content, I'm barely managing to protect my own castle.
ButDaru-mei Fan Clubis the only one I've joined.
CafeMondayintroduces many people, and they do it carefully and sincerely, adding an introduction for each person.
My daily updates will soon reach 200 days, but when I talked about how honestly exhausted I was,
they replied with a comment section full of double comments.
Meishin might be a goddess to me.
(Oh, I feel like I said that well)

There is an exception for Hank-san too.
To tell you the inside story, when I used Yoshida's character for a project, I received a thank-you payment.
I was happy just that they used Yoshida,
so I said I absolutely didn't need the money (a woman of the Showa era).
But Hank-san is also quite a man of the Showa era, and
for just a moment,exceptionallyI opened my tip jar.

And later, Hank-san was hospitalized.
Imprudently,'This is my chance'I thought.
Under the guise of a get-well gift, I returned what I had received.
At that time, Hank-san told me,
A good woman, you see, would only return half in a situation like this. If you return it all, the other person will be sad.
Setting aside dividing people by man or woman, as a human being

I'm sorry for making you sad 🥹

I will continue to support you from the shadows.

Chapter 5: Conditions for triggering 'Trash Bug Mode'

I sometimes go into 'Trash Bug Mode'.
When I see overwhelming talent.
When things I can't understand are accepted.
When I get hung up on a small turn of phrase.
It is triggered by various conditions.

What am I working so hard for!?

I end up thinking. But I've recently come to think that it's not because I hate myself, but perhaps a sign that my brain, which can't let things slide, is tired.

Chapter 6: I am bad at letting things slide

A long time ago, a famous fortune teller who was very accurate told me:

'You lose out because you give in to people too much, so say what you want when you want it.'
I am still bad at that even now.
Before I say I want something, I think about the other person.
I think about what happens after I receive it.
I even think about how the relationship might change.
While writing this article, I thought:

Maybe I'm not bad at receiving, but bad at letting things slide.
Goodwill, compliments, tips, connections with people—I hold onto all of it at once.

That's why I get tired, and why I become afraid of losing things.

I think that is also just part of who I am.

Chapter 7: What is my strength?

Anthropomorphism, chibi characters, and 4-panel comics are now done by
many people.
So, when I thought about what my strength might be, I recently started thinking it might be this panicked brain of mine.
I worry about things others don't, think about things others don't, and then,

my delusions start at an incredible speed.

And Yoshida was born as a place to receive them.
That's why I still don't know if being an HSP is a strength or a weakness.
But at the very least, my current articles and comics are born from this troublesome brain.
And today, my HSP focus is directed at this guy again.

Yoshida! Waaah, comfort me!

Notice about Yoshida's 'Like' Lab

A magazine that adds as many people as possible who 'liked' my latest article. It will significantly clutter your timeline, so
if you're okay with that, please join.

📔 Reply Notebook

A tool that visualizes and tracks unreplied comments.
It makes me happy to be praised once I've finished replying to everything.
*It's easy to use. Just register your note ID here ↓

⚔️ Theme song for ChatGPT's Yoshida

🍡 3-Taro Video (Crime Prevention Fairy Tale)

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💛Bonus Comic

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