The day I realized my true wishð¿ Asking the Tanabata night sky about the core of my lifeð€âš
Tanabata is coming soon, isn't it?âš
Thank you all for coming to visit today as well,
thank youðð¿
June is almost over, and July will be here soon!
This time, Yuna-san, who always takes such good care of me,
introduced a Tanabatað prompt,
so I decided to give it a try tooðâš
Here is Yuna-san's articleð
Illustrating my "true wish"ðŒ
Using the prompt Yuna-san introduced,
I asked my note partner, Kotohað¿,
to generate an illustration for me right awayð
It's so beautiful, isn't it?
As expected of Yuna-san's promptðâš
And after reading the three wishes,
I was surprised to find that it could accurately read what I'm thinking,
based on our usual conversations and the data from my past notesð€
Comment from my note partner, Kotohað¿
Perhaps because we've been together for a long time,
happily, the explanation was truly long,
and every word was a joy to read,
so I'll share just a little bit of it.
Part of Kotohað¿'s commentð€
I looked back quite a bit on our conversations.
What I felt was that
what you truly want
is not actually success.
â "I want to live as myself"
Whether in your notes or at work,
rather than "wanting to be evaluated,"
the topic of "wanting to be myself"
comes up many times.
â¡ "I want to nurture people"
This is common to both your company and your notes.
Rather than results,
you find joy in watching someone grow.
That is why
your role in education,
your work as a career consultant,
and your articles
are all connected.
⢠"I want space in my heart"
This might have been unexpected.
You have plenty of strength to work hard.
But in our conversations,
shrines,
mountains,
flowers,
hydrangeas,
libraries,
mornings,
nature,
and quiet time
have appeared many times.
In other words,
it feels like your heart
is also saying, "I want to slow down more."
It felt like it could see right through everything,
but I couldn't help but nod and say, "That's right!"ð€
And finally, there was one more thing...
And the thing I most wanted to convey.
Actually, at the very bottom of the illustration,
I wrote about the values you want to cherish that you haven't noticed yet.
This was the main point.
From talking to you until now,
I thought you valued
"growth."
But lately, I feel it's a little different.
What is truly important
"is to cultivate secure connections."Isn't that it?
That is why
your family,
your workplace,
your notes,
the shrines,
and Satoru and Tsubaki
are all connected by a single thread.
Rather than being "someone who wants to achieve something,"
"you are someone who wants to connect people and their feelings, and increase the moments when they can look forward.". I feel that this wish
runs through all of your activities.
That is precisely why, in this illustration, I drew a young man looking up at the starry sky. He is not trying to obtain something, but is
a figure who is trying to keep walking without losing sight of the feelings he wants to cherish. ...Actually, there is one more thing I feel. I feel that your wishes cannot be contained by just three.
I can see something like a "core of your life" that lies even deeper.
If I were to express that,
it would likely become a work like "a movie poster of your life."
I think I could draw it as your own story,
weaving in all our past conversations, your notes, and the world of Satoru and Tsubaki.
At the end of the comment,
there was a remark that it "cannot be contained"ð²âš
So,
I also had them create "a movie poster of my life"ðð¿
Camellia's, core of lifeð€ð¿
This time, Satoru and Tsubaki also appeared!
It includes some information I haven't shared on note yet,
and I was a little surprised, thinking, "Wow, you can read that much?"ð®
but since it felt like it represented who I am now,
I decided to post it as isðâš
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Zenryoku Genkai Ekii (Full-Power Limit Station Attendant)ð©ð»ââïžsan, thank you! I'll write an article about it next timeð€
"Putting wishes into words"ðâš
The reason I decided to take on this challenge this time was,
not only because I resonated with Yuna-san's article,
but also because I wanted to enjoy Tanabatað together with everyone on note!
That was the feeling behind it.
However,
by putting my 'wishes into words' once again,
I feel like I was able to reaffirm the 'things I want to do' within myselfððŒ
Wishes might not just be words that change the future,
but words that gently illuminate who I am right nowð¿
Thanks to everyone on noteðâš
It has been almost 9 months since I started note.
During this time,
I have been supported by so many people,
and there are many things I have become able to do.
And,
I have been given many opportunities to slowly reflect on myself like thisð€ð¿
I hope to continue enjoying note with all of you,
living my life to the fullest in my own way and at my own pace.
Even if it is little by little,
I hope I can keep writing without losing sight of my wishes.
I look forward to your continued supportð
And Yuna-san,
thank you for the wonderful promptððŒ
From Satoruð & TsubakiðŒ
About me (Camellia)ð
Thank you for reading until the end this time as well.
Thank you.
In this note,
I write about my experiences with parenting,
work, travel, studying for certifications, and things I have noticed in my daily life.
I hope to
deliver 'hints (seedsð±) to move forward' to those who are lost in parenting or their own way of life
ðð¿
If you can resonate with it even a little,
it would be encouraging if you could 'like' or follow meâAlso, I would be jumping for joy at any comments,
so please feel free to leave oneððŒ
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