The Joys, Angers, Sorrows, and Pleasures of a Beloved Woman💞

Introduction to my work: "The Joys, Angers, Sorrows, and Pleasures of a Beloved Woman💞"

Prologue | Beyond Joy, Anger, Sorrow, and Pleasure

When people fall in love with someone, they tend to look at only one side of them.
A kind person, a cheerful person, a strong person, a cute person.
But in reality, all of those are that person, and no matter how many you collect, it is still not enough.
It is surely impossible to capture and express a single woman from just one perspective.

What this work attempts to depict is the four emotional profiles of a "beloved woman":
Joy, Anger, Sorrow, and Pleasure.The
Joy of laughing while filled with love.The
Anger that wells up precisely because you love.The
Sorrow kept in the heart for fear of losing.And the
Pleasure of surrendering to the excitement.

Even though these are separate stories, they are all true aspects born from the same heart.

The four poems and raps lined up here are each a small stage that spotlights one emotion.
Even if you only take one piece, there will surely be a moment that resonates with your heart.
But if you pour your heart into all four, a

three-dimensional image of a woman

that could not be seen with just one emotion will surely emerge.

Joy has a hint of anxiety deep within.
Anger has a weakness behind it that is shown to no one.
Sorrow contains a light that one still wants to believe in.
Pleasure has the shadow of trying to grow up.

They seem contradictory, yet all are true.
They seem to conflict, yet all are her.
That wavering heart may be what it means to love and be loved.

This work is a story, music, and also something like a
heart's album of a woman.Riding on the rhythm of rap, words take on emotions, and emotions shape a life.

Please, do not use logic, but touch this world with your own emotions.
"I understand this feeling."
"I've had a moment like this."
Such small resonances will surely be born somewhere.

You can certainly enjoy them one by one.
But when you finish listening to all four, what remains in you might not be just a

love song, but a slightly three-dimensional landscape of thinking of someone and being thought of by someone
.

Please, don't think too deeply about this; first, enjoy it as entertainment.
Surrender yourself to the sound, sway with the words, and enjoy the journey of emotions.

If, beyond that, you find even one "realization" that overlaps with your own heart,
that is the greatest answer this work wanted to deliver to you.

Joy💞 "Honey-Colored Morning"

"Joy" where the feeling of being loved makes the world shine

Lyrics:
Honey-colored morning, through the curtains
Your presence smiles dazzlingly
With bedhead, I ask for a kiss
I tried acting spoiled like a kitten

Dissolving secrets into the steam of coffee
The magic of the two of us begins again today
Just by having my name called
My chest floats up softly

Hey, it doesn't have to be special
I just want to be the place you return to
Lining up small happinesses
I tie a ribbon on the future

Spinning around in my skirt
There is a me who wants to be an adult
But for now, this warmth
Is the sweetest joy in the world

Anger: "Selfish Sun"

The emotion of "anger" that arises precisely because one is loved

Lyrics:
Time stops while the message remains read
The city neon lights laugh cruelly
The more I try to act tough, the higher my heels get
While my heart runs barefoot

Hey, why are you silent?
The answer is always up to you
Pretending to be fine, in front of the mirror
A night where I applied my lipstick darker

I can get angry because I love you
Instead of crying, I light a fire
Hold me and put it out
The selfish sun in this chest of mine

Adult love is difficult, isn't it?
I want to be cute, but I don't want to lose
Even so, in the end, it's your arms
That I find myself returning to

Sorrow: "Glass Moon"

The quiet "sorrow" felt within love

Lyrics:
The shadows of the two of us reflected in the window
Slightly misaligned and swaying
Hidden deep behind a smile
The words I cannot say pierce my heart

That voice that is too kind
Sometimes makes me afraid at night
If only I could say
"Don't leave me alone," it would be easier, wouldn't it?

The glass moon looks like it might shatter
I gently wrapped my wishes in it
The stronger I try to be, the further away you get
The sorrow of adult love

But you know, this heart of mine
Has come to know your warmth
Even while crying, I will keep walking
Believing in being loved

Pleasure: "Secret Heels"

"Pleasure" where the thrill of love and sensuality mingle

Lyrics:
A dress that makes me look a little taller
I head out into the city in my secret heels
Just by meeting you
The world becomes a stage

The perfume swaying in the wind
Brings out the adult side of me
Thinking that just being cute isn't enough
I tried winking at the mirror

Hey, call my name
Cast a spell with that voice
The distance where we could touch but don't
Is the most fun, isn't it?

A night where my heartbeat turns into rhythm
Love is like a dance
Every time I am loved, I become more beautiful
In my secret heels