Trying to get close

The part of me that wants to change and

the part of me that doesn't want to change

are struggling against each other,

both of them clashing,

and I end up crying.

At times like that,

I try to get close to both of them

by myself.

I will get close to every part of myself.

If I do that, will I

feel at ease,?

I wonder,

I wonder how it will be,

I don't know, but

I will get close to you.

I will try to get close.

If that is

what it means to accept myself,

then as many times as it takes

I'll give it a try.

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That's how I tried to be close to myself ☺️

I wonder how it is,

I wonder if it's effective...

Good evening,

Good night,

Sweet dreams 🌙