Earth Travel Day X

The crushing pain that feels like it will break your chest,
the heart-leaping joy,

the feeling that daily life is monotonous,
and the shocking events that change your values

were all just a fleeting moment while your heart was beating.

The sadness of not being understood,
the loneliness of feeling all alone,
the feeling of being down when comparing yourself to others,
and the desire to run away because you hate yourself—

all of it,
is a rare sensation you couldn't have experienced before you were born.

Trying to resent someone or something as much as you can,
and trying to hurt yourself as much as you can

all of it,
is the best entertainment scenario you created yourself.


Is it just because it's too painful to simply suffer through the suffering,
that I'm interpreting it this way?

It's not that; I have a conviction, but
even if that were the case, wouldn't it be fine?

Rather than pointlessly desecrating life.