A Trembling Princess on the Verge of Tears

An INFP who proudly bears the name of a social misfit. I, too, am an invincible
INFP, and an INFP-T at that. I am so fragile that I even feel a sense of respect for soba and udon noodles.

Princess or not,
since I am constantly playing in a world of fantasy,
when I am suddenly brought back to the real world,
I turn into something trembling on the verge of tears.”

The reality of it is as follows.

To put it simply, I am
a pathetic creature who can only live in delusions
. And by "I," I mean me, not that all
INFPs are like this. From the day I first tried the MBTI test and found out I was an

INFP, I began to live as vividly as a "fish taking to water." It was truly a feeling of invincibility, as if I had obtained a legendary sword named INFP

. They say the best defense is a good offense, and I have simulated many times how I would counterattack if someone were to say to me, "Get your act together" or "Why can't you even do this?" by saying, "Well, I'm an INFP, so it can't be helped, right?" But reality is not that sweet. The enemy's words fly in from all directions like a rain of arrows, and there is no way I can block them. They are like

pigeon droppings

that fall when you least expect it.

Special Move: Well, I'm an INFP, so it can't be helped, right?
I have neither the timing to unleash this nor any HP left. Far from a legendary sword, it is an INFP abilityability that buffs the enemy's attacks.

I'd understand a debuff, but don't buff them

Those words just echo within myself. It is estimated that an

INFP is someone who takes the not-so-sharp weapons of the "enemy" approaching them, sharpens them themselves, and then, having lost the timing to escape, takes the hit head-on.

In the end,
"the trembling princess on the verge of tearsINFP" finds it difficult to survive in the real world. In other words, a princess should just stay in her castle like a princess. So, I would like to continue holing up in a castle named "

delusion" from now on.

Setting that aside,
Disney princesses are currently very popular in my daughter's class. They were popular when I was a child, too. However, as someone who grew up without studying princesses, I don't really get it. But since most of the class likes
Ariel

, and every time I was shown a picture, I thought, "Huh, a fish-person," I'm hopeless.

Daughter: "Mom, which princess do you like?" Me: "Sorry, I don't know anything about princesses." Daughter: "I like

BelleBeauty and the Beast." Me: "Why?" Daughter: "Because we have the same hobby!" Me: "???" Daughter: "Belle likes reading books, too." I was ashamed of myself for only knowing the shallow information that Belle was "the princess in the yellow dress

."

By the way, Ariel is apparently still the most popular. Pulling myself together, I, who know absolutely nothing about Disney, will set out on a journey to explore


princess MBTI types
. (You can also take a test on the site below)

Oh my, my daughter's favorite, Belle from "Beauty and the Beast," is an INFP, isn't she?
That's me. Does my daughter favor me? If I say things like this, I won't get hit with a metaphorical hammer, but a real hammera real frying pan I gave her for playing house, so I'll keep quiet.

Now that I know she's an INFP, I've started to want to favor Belle, but I still want to confirm what kind of person she is. So, I went and found it.

The only things Belle and I have in common are:
◽︎I like to daydream
◽︎I am seen as "strange" by third parties
that is all.

Oh, that's right.
I am extremely forgetful, but
my memories of the past are quite vivid.
So, I think that as soon as the present becomes the past, I will be able to remember it vividly.

Putting that aside,
among the professions I am not suited for,
depression resulting from adjustment disorder and other jobs that progressed as naturally as a Pachelbel's Canon progression were nominated, and
"Hmph... it happened as it was meant to happen... that's why I told you so. You should have just stopped..."
I am at such a terminal stage that I end up saying lines like an anime villain to my past self.

It's as if I released a medaka into the ocean.
Of course, I'd be wiped out.
I'm shriveled up from the osmotic pressure, totally shriveled.
This is truly worthy of being called being hung out to drywiped out from the industry.

Then,medaka...princess...what kind of profession would I not be destroyed by osmotic pressure in?
Out of the 15 picked up, the ones I liked were
copywriter andscreenwriter.

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A story about how the only thing I was praised for during my student days was the speed at which I came up with titles and catchphrase ideas for presentations.

If you give even simple daily life a title or a catchphrase, the way you see the world changes instantly.
When going out,
"The heart that went home earlyI haven't gone, but I want to go home"
or, the moment a few unpleasant bosses or colleagues go to lunch together,
"Pore dirt, completely goneGetting rid of all the nasty things at once!"
Something like that is fine.
Just do it casually.
Your heart will feel a little lighter.

Wait, where did Belle go?

Well,
the trembling princess on the verge of tears is
about time to return to hercastle of delusions, so,
farewell.

【Reference Materials】
◽︎16Personalities
Mediator INFP Personality Type

◽︎Personal File
【MBTI Diagnosis】 16 Jobs Suited for Mediators (INFP)! Explaining Suitable Jobs, Compatible Industries, and Unsuitable Jobs for the 16 Personalities

◽︎CASTEL
【MBTI】 Accurate! Disney Character Diagnosis <Heroine Edition> 16 Personality Type Diagnosis Test!

◽︎Disney
"Beauty and the Beast" Belle

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