Gratitude for Today 20251004
Even though I didn't want to get up
I had to do the laundry
I got up because I wanted to listen to the radio
Weekday Sunshine
The song selection is pleasant
Wow
I felt grateful
The morning
Even the fact that it was raining
Linked with my mood and felt calming
Wow
I felt grateful
On Futo Nozomi's radio show
Various versions of
Over the Rainbow were playing
I was happy about this too
Because I love rainbows
I'm grateful
Spending the morning slowly like that
Thinking about work (because the phone etiquette is too noisy
wondering how others (competitors) are doing and comparing)
From the afternoon, for my mother's discharge
I'm going to rearrange the room
So I talked a little with my father
about how we want the bed arranged
From the afternoon, to take a change of clothes
I had to leave the house
My father also asked me to do some shopping
It's fine to spend a rainy day at home
But I really hate going out
It started raining so hard
I almost thought about giving up on going to my mother's hospital
I finished the shopping my father asked for
And I was heading home thinking I'd just give up on going
But for some reason, it started to let up
I pulled myself together, headed to the station, and got on the trainTime was running out, so I ran from the station to the bus stop
I took the bus
instead of the usual walk from the station to my mother's hospital
Then the rain had stopped
I'm grateful
For tomorrow's preparations
I was able to get a cardboard box to take home
I'm grateful
I was a little anxious
Thinking about things like rearranging the room
And how much I could do on my own
My father seems anxious too
When I got home
He said he had something to talk about
I hadn't even eaten lunch
And I wanted to take it easy
Even though I hadn't even washed my hands
He started talking one thing after another
While thinking, give me a break
There was a part of me that didn't say that
I poured the wine I bought into a glass
While listening to my father
I'm anxious too, but
I told my father that I'll do what I can
So it will be okay
Something like that
There are many things going on
Just like Kaze Fujii said
Everything will work out in the end
It's okay
Good things and bad things
I will just live my life calmly