Intuition is Mysterious

I am a sensitive mother raising my sensitive son alone, who is currently taking a break from high school.

I often hear that you should trust your intuition,
(sorry if you haven't heard that...),
but isn't intuition mysterious?
Where
does it come from?
Looking back,
my intuition has always been pretty accurate, but
I didn't really trust it,
dismissing it as just "coincidence"
or "luck."
The reason is,





come to think of it,
my senses have been different from others since I was little,
and because there weren't many people who could empathize with me,
saying things like "you're strange,"
"you think too much,"
"you worry too much,"
or "it's just your imagination,"
I didn't want to be thought of as someone who worries too much,
so I tried to convince myself
that what I felt
was mostly just my imagination.

However,
over the last few years,
I've started hearing people say it's good to live by your intuition,
and when I tried following it,
it's actually quite interesting.

I work at a psychiatric hospital, and even at work,
if I feel a sense of unease about taking a certain path,
I'll take a different one,
and then the staff who took that original path
end up getting hit by a patient
or getting soaked with hot water...
Being protected like that
has become an everyday occurrence.
However,





if I do something a bit sneaky,
or put off things like "Oh, this is a bit of a hassle..."






it absolutely! comes back to me (lol).
So,
I've changed
to try not to do those kinds of sneaky things as much as possible♡
My hunches are also usually right.
The other day,
there was a woman on staff who started going to an osteopathic clinic
because her arm hurt so much,
and she said it wasn't getting any better...






On a blog I happened to see,






someone had similar symptoms...
That person went to the doctor and found out they had a neck hernia
and hernias in several other places,
they said.
Ah!





I thought, "That person is the same!"
and recommended she see a doctor,
but she wouldn't listen,
saying, "No, no! It's not bad enough to see a doctor."
But,






it got worse day by day,
and she couldn't even come to work anymore,
so when she finally went to the doctor,
they found a neck hernia,
and since there might be others,
she said she'll be having a detailed examination soon.
I told her, "See!"
Even with patients,
from a few months ago,
when I would enter that person's room,
I could smell cancer.
I don't know why, but
I felt, "Oh, I wonder if this person has cancer."






It was an indescribable smell.
Even when I told other staff
that there was an unpleasant smell,
they didn't seem to notice, saying, "Huh? Really?"
Well,
I couldn't just tell them based on my own senses,
so I just kept an eye on it.
The other day,
when they felt unwell and got tested,
it was indeed cancer.
Just recently,
I suddenly started worrying about an older woman who had been kind to me.
Ah!
Something must have happened...
I thought,






and just as I was thinking of contacting her that night,
I got a LINE message from her.
She said, "I hurt my lower back, had surgery,








and I'm in the hospital now."
Things like that
happening frequently has become my daily life,





and I realized,
"Oh... if you just feel it properly, it's just everyday life!"
However,
I wonder
where that intuition comes from?







It's mysterious.
I hear various things like








it's my higher self telling me,
or it's my soul...
but in the end,
since it's something I'm sensing,
I think it's just something I already know...







As for things like a higher self,
I'm a bit... hmm... about that,
and the idea of a higher-dimensional me...
hmm... I don't really want to separate it,
like, it's all just me!✩
So,
I think it's just that my antenna
is catching information in my area,
but since it comes down suddenly,
I think it's interesting...♡
When I try to savor the moment it comes down,
thinking, "When will it come? When will it come?"
it doesn't come when I'm waiting,
but comes when I'm doing something else,
so I'm here inside myself going,
"Wow! I missed the moment again!"
Are you all






feeling the moment it comes down?
Well then!
I'm going to continue enjoying and feeling my intuition today too♡
Thank you very much✩