It's okay to keep liking what you like. Surely, one day, a path will form.
A collaborative magazine has been born from the "Writing Club" I belong to. I'm so happy, yay!
Magazines are such an amazing system. I'm just so impressed. The members' articles are so easy to read.
So, this time, I'm writing a self-introduction article to post in this magazine.
Let me introduce myself again. My name is Matsubokkuri. I am a pharmacist working at a hospital. As the name suggests, I spend all day, every day, dealing with medicine. My position at work is right in the middle. I'm a mid-level employee.
In this note, I write about the joys and sorrows of everyday life. I don't really limit the topics I write about. I just write exactly what I think and feel at the time. That's how it is. I don't make many rules; I just do as I please.
As I kept writing on note, I realized something, or rather, I understood it. I end up writing about the "heart" all the time. Huh? Isn't everyone the same? When something happens, your feelings move, and you want to express what you thought, right? That's what I thought at first.
But it seems that wasn't the case. In my case, I dig too deep into the depths of myself. It's a fact I hadn't even considered.
Since I work in the medical field, you might have thought I knew about psychology or the mental health field. Nope, it has absolutely nothing to do with it. I never learned it in school, and I don't deal with it at work.
I just absorbed everything about the heart because I was interested and found it fascinating. That's all it is. Just a hobby. Have you noticed? It means I'm a complete amateur when it comes to the heart. I'm just a clumsy enthusiast.
But you know, because of this obsession, I'm able to write in my own way. It's worth trying everything.
I've been receiving feedback on my writing from Kotoba to Kokoku, but apparently, the content of my articles is something not often seen elsewhere.
That's probably why not many people read them at first. Even though I thought, "This is a masterpiece!" the people who read it were just blank. There was a huge gap there that I hadn't noticed at all. I've been finding points to fix and tidying them up little by little. Now, I've finally reached this point.
It's okay to keep liking what you like. I like the heart. I should just keep pushing forward. If I work on it by refining my methods of expression, a path will form someday. That was my conviction.
See you later.
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