"I closed the publish button many times." ——The reason I decided to deliver "one book"

——That day, I.

I closed the screen many times before pressing the publish button.

I decided to publish it many times, then
closed the screen again.

I kept repeating that.

Even though it was a book I had always wanted to give shape to.

——Still, I just couldn't take that step forward.

Today, please let me talk a little bit about that day🌱

1. A special book for me

I have just published a paid article.

I have written articles in a paid format before, but——

This book is a little different from those.

With that thought in mind, this was the first time I
designed it from scratch as "one piece of content".

I thought about the structure,
rewrote it many times,
and rearranged the order so that readers wouldn't get lost along the way....

"Isn't there a way to convey this better?"

I would think that, then take some time and review it again.

Sometimes, I just couldn't be satisfied.
There were times I rewrote from scratch content that took me half a day to write.

While raising my child, I couldn't get enough time, so
I woke up before dawn and continued writing.

Before I knew it, it was a book that took
more than two months to write from the initial idea.

——That is why, for me,
this book is not an "article," but "a single work"なのです。

2. Things that cannot be fully delivered for free

Up until now, I have delivered my experiences and learnings as much as possible through free articles.

That stance will not change in the future.

——But.

The more I wrote, the more I hit a wall.

• What are the concrete steps to break free from painful relationships?

• Where should one start?

• How should one think when stumbling along the way?

When I tried to convey that with such care,
it simply could not fit within a standard articleでした。

Thankfully,
I have received many consultations regarding relationships and toxic parents so far.

I have responded to such voices as carefully as possible,
and have also delivered content through articles.

——But the reality is that "I haven't been able to fully convey the root of the issue."

When I was actually looking at my past and performing the detoxification work to restart my life,
I was carefully looking at the very root of my difficulties in living.

But that cannot be done with superficial knowledge alone.

I,

That is what I have come to think.

3. It was scary to make it paid

…To be honest,
I hesitated until the very end about making it a paid format.

The people I want to reach are
those who have suffered as children of toxic parents or as adult children.is.

For those very people,

I know that they tend to think that way.

——I used to be like that, too.

That is precisely why,

They might think that.

That fear did not disappear until the very end.

4. Even so, the reason I chose a paid format

Even so, this time,
I chose a paid format.

——You might think it's contradictory.

But there is a reason.

Even with free articles, I can encourage you.

But I wanted to be someone
who could walk with you one step further.

To do that, I needed to deliver what I have learned and practiced so far in order through one book.

People cannot easily change just by thinking "I see."

——That is not it.

I wanted to finish it into a work that would make readers say,

“This was a turning point in my life.”

I wanted to finish it into a work that would make them say that.

This is the reason why I chose the paid format this time.

5. I want to grow this work together with you all

In writing this work,
I have a request for everyone reading this article.

This is a book I created with my whole heart and soul.
——But, I don't think it's the final version.

While receiving feedback from those who have actually read it, I want to grow it into a more understandable and useful work.That is what I think.

※Thankfully, regarding the feedback collection project, I confirmed with the note management team in advance and verified that it can be implemented.

📌 The work I wrote this time is here ⏬️

📌 Information on the feedback collection project

① Purchase the article + post a comment within the article (no character limit)

Even just a word is fine.
Could you tell me which parts left an impression on you?
To those who write in, with feelings of gratitude,I will send a 500 yen tip (You can effectively read it for 480 yen.)

② In addition to ①, post the link to the relevant article + your feedback on note or other SNS (100 characters or more )

With feelings of gratitude, I will send an additional880 yen tip.

③ Special Award

From those who participate in ②, I will send the feedback that resonates most with my heart to one person as a token of my gratitude, along with a 3,000 yen tip.

The results will be announced in a separate article at a later date🌱

I will cherish the feedback I receive
to make my work even better in the future.

I would be very happy if you could participate🌱

6. The reason I continue this activity

I grew up in a dysfunctional family.

I do not want to let this past of "growing up with toxic parents"
end as just a painful memory.

• What I wanted to know back then.

• What I wanted someone to teach me back then.

• The words I wanted someone to say to me back then.

I want to deliver those things to someone who is suffering now.

I was lucky enough to meet a counselor who reached out to me, and I was able to escape from a life of misery.

I am still sincerely grateful to her for helping me.

——That is why.

From now on, I want to be the one who changes lives.

If my words
can become the trigger to change one person's life.

I should be able to believe that there was meaning in that painful past.

That is why I will continue to write.

Both free articles.
And content that goes a step deeper.

I want to carefully deliver them to those who need them.

7. Finally

The reason I couldn't press the publish button was,

because for me, who had been delivering content for free, the choice of charging for it was scary.

But, even more than that,

That thought,
in the end, pushed me forward.

May this book,
light up the future of someone who needs it just a little bit brighter.

Thank you for your continued support.🌱

Torori

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📌Kazuko Tanaka | Life's Treasure Hunt Guide

A noter who writes articles that stay close to "What do you really want to do?"✨️
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Thank you for introducing my articles and adding them to your magazines

I will randomly introduce three people from among those who have recently introduced my articles or added them to their magazines.

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A noter who writes novels and articles that make you chuckle✨️
I am healed by the soft writing that makes my heart feel relaxed⏬️

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A noter who helps scoop up feelings before they become words and rediscover yourself✨️ I am drawn to their fantastical images and writing that quietly gazes into the inner self⏬️

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A noter who puts realizations that haven't found an answer yet, and lingering feelings, into words just as they are✨️ They write essays on small, everyday themes from a gentle perspective⏬️

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