Brainstorming Meeting.

I always write that I'm on the edge, but I'm Sou Machi, and I'm worried that I might have already fallen off the cliff☆ Since I haven't found a solution for what to do, please join me for today's brainstorming meeting as well.

〇 Background
・I was bullied unreasonably at work, became depressed, and took a three-week leave of absence.
・I decided it was impossible to work with the perpetrator and reduced my working hours by half, which resulted in my salary being cut in half as well.
・I'm about 70,000 yen short every month... I have to do something!
・If I work at a snack bar, I can solve my money problems! & Since it's high income for short hours, I can also secure time for writing!
・I'm 52, which might be an issue, but I'll try applying!
・I exchanged emails with the snack bar owner. I received an email last week saying, "We are adjusting the interview schedule." There has been no contact since then...
・This is, well, that. I've been stood up. I won't get anywhere just waiting around blankly, so let's think of the next strategy.

What should I do from here? Come to think of it, I had been wanting to move to Miyazaki Prefecture... Miyazaki has a mild climate and the cost of living is low... Plus, there's the ocean... If it's warm, it's harder to get depressed, and if the cost of living is low, I might not have to work so frantically... Plus, there's the ocean... A crisis is an opportunity, so I want to move to Miyazaki Prefecture...

Even if I continue my current job, I don't have enough money, and even if I take a side job, it's like trying to put out a fire with a cup of water. In that case, why not take the plunge and work full-time in Miyazaki Prefecture? At the very least, it would be harder to get depressed, and perhaps a happy ending awaits...

Yesterday, while I was thinking about that, I got my period for the first time in a while! In the past, I had such a terrible period that I developed anemia severe enough to require hospitalization and couldn't go to work! It would be a disaster if I couldn't work again! I rushed to see a gynecologist! As a result, I found out that this period was incomparably lighter than before and wouldn't affect my work. Thank goodness! But it seems I should take preventative medicine... That medicine costs 8,000 yen every month... And it's better to continue it for four months...

If I keep living in Shiga Prefecture like this, my deficit will only grow... If possible, I want to move quickly and increase my salary quickly... But I have to undergo treatment... Why do I lose my physical condition at a time like this? (Because I'm a coward. Because I get sick easily)... There is also the method of transferring hospitals, I have to do something...

I have decided on the town where I want to live in Miyazaki Prefecture. I had been thinking for a long time, "I want to live in this town!" It's a quiet little town with the ocean right in front of it. When I looked it up, the rent is cheap! Now, if I can just get a job... Preferably a job as a registered sales clerk... And since the hourly wage skyrockets at night, during the night shift...

My current workplace is a national chain, so I want to work at the same store... But there is no store in that town... When I looked for stores in Miyazaki Prefecture that are hiring for full-time positions, there were three... I'd prefer it to be near the ocean if possible... If so, this store... Then, if I can find a super cheap apartment within biking distance... Or should I take the plunge and buy a used car?... If I have a car, it's okay even if the distance between the apartment and the store is a bit far...

...First, let me look for a super cheap apartment within biking distance... If I can't find one, I'll consider buying a used car...

I've found a workplace... If I'm hired, I can work here... If I buy a used car, I can live in a super cheap apartment... Once I secure a job and a place to live... It's time to move... It's a hassle... Packing a huge amount of luggage is a hassle... Various procedures are a hassle... Shiga Prefecture and Miyazaki Prefecture are far apart, so I can't just go back later... By the way, when is the cheapest time to move??

When I looked it up, it seems that moving costs are cheapest from December to January. It seems the most expensive time is March. However, it seems that apartment rent and initial costs are cheapest from after Golden Week in May to around August... Hmm.

By the way, how much does it cost to move? How much was it when I moved before? ...I forgot... Besides, it was a move within the city, so the cost would be completely different...

What I need now is the energy and physical strength to finish moving... As it is now, my deficit will grow and I won't be able to live, and I'll probably get depressed again when it gets cold...

〇 Conclusion: Move as soon as possible and start a full-time job. To do that, decide on a job and a room.

?? Even if I'm hired, can I say, "I'm moving now, so please wait a little"? They want me to work right away, right...?? Should I ask someone to help me move, and quickly move to Miyazaki Prefecture to work??

What should I do??