206. Thoughts upon realizing that someone I loved is gone.

I searched and searched, but they were gone...

I realized that the account of someone I loved was gone.

Someone I had interacted with in the comments and
someone I had a mutual follow relationship with,

two people in a row...

It's so lonely.
I wonder what happened.
I wonder what went wrong.

I don't know anything.

One of them
would give me a 'like' every time I updated my articles late at night.

When I expressed my gratitude for that,

they told me,

'Please don't forget that there is someone who is always rooting for you, even if I can't comment.'

I was so happy,
and my heart was full knowing that they were always supporting me.

I won't forget.
I won't forget you.

I loved you.
I loved your articles.

Thank you so much for meeting me,
and for supporting me.

I can't do anything, but I will always be rooting for you too.

Please, stay well and be happy.

There have been times when my favorite person's updates stopped for a long time, but
this is the first time I have experienced an account itself disappearing.

I realized that not being able to read that person's articles anymore
is such a lonely thing.

I believe it was a well-thought-out decision.
I believe there were circumstances that could not be put into words.

But, even so...

I felt the same way as PF Aki-san.

Even if an account disappears,
I can still remember that person.

In my heart,
that person is certainly there.

But I thought about how happy I would be
if I could go and read their work one more time.

If I ever take a break from note in the future,
or if I ever want to quit,
I will make sure to announce it properly.

And I don't think I will ever delete my account.

The reason is...

I feel like if I start talking, I won't be able to stop, and
I don't have enough time, so I would like to write about it in another article, but

in a word,
it's because this note is a very, very precious place to me.

Thank you for using your precious time
to read this.