Could it be...

Perhaps,
I might be misunderstood.

I might be causing a misunderstanding for the creators
who read my articles.

Could it be...

Feeling that there might be such a possibility,
I will add a little supplementary note.

There is a creator I am concerned about.

I want to ensure there is no misunderstanding and that they can feel at ease,
that is what I think.

I also want to make sure I don't cause any misunderstandings for everyone on note.

It might be...

The words I wrote in an article I posted the other day.

This is not about something recent,
but a story from when I had only just started on note.

It was in the autumn of 2021.

I was very hurt,
but I gained a greater lesson from that experience.

About myself, and about those around me.
And, I showed my actions in my own way.

I have also written about my state of mind at that time in my articles.

Encouraged by the words sent to me by everyone,
I posted this immediately because I wanted to put my gratitude into words.

Since these are feelings I always have,
I will repost that part.

<Repost> Excerpt from "Gratitude✨"

I am neither a god nor a Buddha,

but a living, breathing human being.

I am not a perfect person,

I have joys and sorrows,

I have both negative and positive sides,

and I am an imperfect existence.

Because I have my own sense of self,

I often appear strong,

but I am also influenced by my environment and stimuli,

and there is a delicate side to me as well.

Since I was little

I have loved environments with clean air✨

(Both physically and mentally)

Back when I was strong-willed

I would sometimes put on a brave face, work hard, and bark at things

I also endured a lot

I know that trying hard on my own and pushing myself too far

only ends up causing me pain

Because there is a place that allows me to be vulnerable

I am able to be myself

Because I receive so much help from others

I am able to be who I am today✨

I am always filled with gratitude✨☺️

As I have written in my articles

I cannot live alone

supported by many people

I am alive

The reason I can live my days

with peace of mind is

that the environment around me

is always supporting me,

I always feel that way✨

To everything that accepts me

and supports me,

I am grateful✨

connecting with people

Connecting our hearts

Respecting each other

I love that kind of relationship✨💕

Just as I have been supported by others,

I want to be someone who can support others too✨

That is the person I want to be☺️

The kindness I have received from everyone

Slowly

I hope to be able to give back💕

To everyone who supports me

I express my heartfelt gratitude✨✨✨☺️

Thank you❤️

2021.11.17

This painful experience
has become my own personal growth!

From the autumn of 2021 to the present,
regarding interpersonal relationships on social media,
I have made it the foundation and core of how I conduct myself.

Sad and bitter experiences
are never in vain,
they are valuable experiences that we can use to improve ourselves.

I want to show that side of myself,
through this note as well,
that is what I think.

I want to share my state of mind...

Because of that event back then,
the me of today is here.

~Something like a supplement~

..Thank you for reading..

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