Meeting people, battery almost at zero.

After work,
I ended up making two plans to meet people.

My battery seems to have hit almost zero,
and after getting home, I barely managed to take a bath,

but I couldn't eat dinner and just fell asleep.
Since I ate a lot at lunch,

it wasn't really a problem to skip dinner.

Why is it that meeting people
makes me so tired?

I didn't think about it at all in the past,
but now that I'm an adult, I've learned that
I have that tendency.

When I think I can handle it
and go ahead and make plans,
this is what happens.

I want to accept that I get tired easily
and keep my schedule modest.

I do have a desire to meet people, but
I don't think I need to push myself too hard
thinking I 'have to meet them'.

The moment I got home and into bed was blissful.

I felt that I want to be more honest with my feelings,
and let myself rest as much as possible
when I can.