Love for Cards❤️ + Oracle Diary

This might be creepy.

What I'm about to say might be a little creepy.

Please be prepared when you read this.

Lately, when I'm alone during breaks at work, I just get this fuzzy feeling.

Ah, I want to see my cards.

And even during the time I can't see them, my heart feels warm and fuzzy.

I can see my cards again when I get home. I can look at them or draw from them again.

Actually, even when I don't touch them, or even take them out of the drawer,

I just think, 'I have those cards with me.'

Just thinking that makes my heart feel full and warm.

What is this!?

It's like being in love!

No, it's beyond love, it's like devotion!

Is this how people feel when they have an 'oshi' (favorite character/idol)?

I don't really get obsessed with people. Even if I like someone for a bit, I cool down quickly. I like them at a trendy level, and I forget them at a trendy level. (I'm talking about celebrities. Real-life romance is different.)

But hobbies are different. Sometimes I get obsessed with a hobby and it lasts for a long time, like 10 years.

I started Tarot tentatively, wondering if I could really like it, but somehow I'm hooked, and I've come to love the cards themselves.

Ah, my beloved cards💕 I'm really deep in the swamp now...

Every time I welcome a new deck,
I think,
“Wow🩷 I love this, I love it so much😍.”

And so, my partners increase.
My companions are getting stronger.

Through the cards,
I also feel something like a warm protection (a presence).

When I touch upon this feeling deeply,
somehow,
I feel like I might cry.

It's warm and gentle,

“Ah, I'm not alone.
They are really here.
They are watching over me.
They are trying to convey a message to me.”

Whoa-wa-wa-wa-wn

It feels so warm.

While soaking in that feeling,
I'll draw a card again today.

Oracle Diary
2025.11.5 6:30

【YOU ARE light】

Wow, a gentle, love-filled pink one came out.
Unlike the cool, cold-toned colors from the welcome interview article the other day, it's pink. It's a warm color. It's so warm☺️

This is the welcome interview article, haha.

Now, the meaning I receive from today's oracle card is,

No, this is embarrassing.
Reading it myself, it's somehow embarrassing.

But, but, but,
I used to receive messages more modestly and humbly,
or interpret them more strictly,
but lately, I've stopped holding back.

I've evolved to realize that it's better to read for myself just as I would read for someone else✨

So, I'll read it without hesitation!😤(snort lol)

Oh, that's right.
I drew one more card.
Let's go with this one too.

【Bathing ritual】

It's a healing message today, isn't it?
It says to wash away what is unnecessary (negative thoughts, unwanted energy, etc.) thoroughly in the bath and deepen the healing.

When read together with this card,
the pink card from earlier also feels like healing, support, and follow-up, so maybe today is a day where it's better to spend it with that kind of mindset.

Come to think of it, the weather is cloudy too.
It's not exactly clear and sunny.

Is this a sign that it's going to be a bit of a gloomy day?
Well, if you prepare yourself for it, the damage will be minimal.

Oh, right.
Let's check the fortune I drew earlier for todayto be sure.

【Four of Swords (Reversed)】
I see.

It feels like rest is over and it's time to resume.

Maybe today is still barely in rest mode,
and it's a day to prepare for the restart?

As for the reflection diary,
it's fine if you can do it every day,
but on days when it doesn't feel necessary,
or when I don't feel motivated, I think it's okay not to force it😊

So, I skipped it yesterday.

Just following my whims,
valuing my mood,
doing it when I have the energy

That's how I'm doing it loosely and at my own pace😊