It is a waste to quit just because you are tired

I have been doing things I am not used to lately, such as moving and studying writing.

Today, I want to write about why I think it is a waste to judge things while you are still getting used to them.

Today is DAY 30

My continuous note posting, which I started on the arbitrary date of April 7th, reaches its 30th day today. Compared to before, I think I have developed a habit of writing. However, to be honest, not every day of these 30 days has been fun to write. There were days when I wanted to just go to sleep without writing.

On such days, I often lost confidence, thinking that perhaps it is impossible for someone like me, who finds writing difficult, to want to work with words, or that even if I could make it a job, I might not be able to continue.

When I felt down like that, I would look at the comments I received and encourage myself. I was truly happy that the words I had desperately spun reached someone and were able to cheer them up.

If I hadn't started note, there would have been no changes for me or for those who read it. Even with clumsy writing, by taking action and sharing, I can create change, however small. I realized that.

It is natural not to be used to it

Since I have worked as a nurse until now, I am honestly still not used to the daily routine of sitting in front of a computer all day and communicating online. While I feel the comfort of a life where I sleep soundly at night and wake up with the sun, there is a sense of not being used to it.

Since my living environment and daily schedule are completely different, my mind and body are surprised. Even if I have achieved my ideal day, the reason I am somewhat dissatisfied might be due to the habits ingrained in my mind and body.

It is difficult to change habits easily. However, it is a waste to quit easily or give up because you are tired, thinking you are not suited for it. It might take time, for sure. But I think it is a waste to quit something that your past self started for your future self without being prepared to do so.

I am writing this in a high-handed way, but there is a part of me that is telling this to myself as well. The reason I don't quit even when I am tired is because I don't have the resolve to quit, and I think I would hate myself if I did.

Finally

To those who, like me, have started something new since the beginning of the new fiscal year and are feeling tired.

It is natural to feel tired when doing something new. However, I want you to believe in yourself for making the choice to start. If you feel tired every day, why not give yourself a certificate of merit for your hard work every day?

I myself think I will often feel tired in the days ahead as my environment changes. However, I intend to accept fatigue as proof that I lived today to the fullest. Believing that my future self will be smiling.

Hoping that this reaches someone 🌕

#100-day note challenge
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