【Change the world with just one right index finger.】2026.6.25

Good evening🌔
First, I have some #HappyNews to share.
I, Satoshism85©,
official YouTube channel
[My Sounds Making Lab🎹SatoRhythm85©]
『Finally writing lyrics and composing music with a synthesizer💕🎹🍀』
【New dawn , New WORLD ～A New Dawn～】
This video has, believe it or not!!!
㊗️surpassed 10,000 views㊗️🥰

In the first place,
many of you might be wondering, why is a guy who aspires to be a #NonFictionWriter doing this?
Actually, I am one of those people (lol).
I declare this.

The most important place for me is
here, '#note'.
Even when I was going through a painful time with #Depression,

I found this #ImportantCommunity called note,
and from the time I gathered the courage to start my #WritingActivities,
and even now, those feelings have not changed.

In the midst of that, in mid-December 2024,
on my way to work,
I became a #TrafficAccidentVictim,
and now, more than a year and a half later,
I am still suffering and troubled by #Sequelae
such as #SevereHeadachesAndDizziness,
#NumbnessInBothHandsAndFeet,
and sudden
#EpilepsyLikeSeizures,
and I am somehow managing to live my daily life.

My main job is still on #LeaveOfAbsence,
and regarding my #BrainDysfunction,
my neurosurgeon is also at a loss...
Even after various detailed examinations,
the cause and diagnosis remain unclear...
and this painful state continues.

Due to the numbness in both hands,
my writing activities on note are not progressing well...
and this painful period continues.

One day when I woke up,
I could barely feel anything on the right side of my body,
and I had absolutely no strength in my right hand.
I had already studied that the #SequelaeOfHeadTrauma from a rear-end collision
can strike in various forms with a time lag,
so I did not panic.
However, not being able to use my dominant hand was more severe than I imagined.
When eating, I couldn't use chopsticks...
I had to eat using a spoon with my left hand...
Writing characters was also a struggle,
and it took me over 30 minutes just to write the address on one envelope
to send to the insurance company...
Brushing my teeth, bathing, and using the toilet were also difficult.
Of course, typing on a computer
was completely impossible.
I wrote my note posts using only my unaccustomed left index finger,
taking several hours to post.

Even now, because the #Concussion state continues,
my gaze shakes when typing on my smartphone,
leading to many typos, and #DaysOfDespair continue.
Even now, I am focusing my consciousness on my right index finger
and spending over 2 hours writing down my thoughts.

If I do nothing as it is... it will probably get worse.
Feeling the crisis, on my way back from #Rehabilitation
for #TraumaticCervicalAndLumbarSyndrome
and #LumbarDiscHerniation at the orthopedic clinic,
I had a fateful encounter with an #ElectronicPiano (#Keyboard) at a music store,
and I decided to buy it on the spot.
I listened repeatedly to songs by my favorites, #fripSide, #YoshinoNanjo,
#RieTakahashi, and #InoriMinase,
and tried to #PlayByEar and play them...
The trigger was '#RehabilitationForBothHands',
but before I knew it, it changed from 'rehabilitation for both hands'
to '#TheGreatestJoy'.
If I'm going to do it, I want to get better.

Since I only had high self-consciousness, I always recorded videos with my smartphone when doing rehabilitation for both hands on the electronic piano.
Looking back, even though I thought the notes were completely off and I was terrible, I worked on it every day for the rehabilitation of both hands.
From some day on, little by little,
I noticed that the performance I was playing
was matching the song I was listening to with my left ear,
and #JoyAndSenseOfAchievementThatCannotBePutIntoWords
welled up.
Also, being an #Egoist, at some point I started thinking,
'It's a waste to just watch the practice videos by myself'.
From around that time, a #NewDailyRoutine of posting practice videos to YouTube
began.
I have absolutely no #MusicalExperience.
I was what you call a '#WatcherOnly',
watching walkthroughs of my favorite #FGO and #PokemonGO,
or analysis of #Manga and #Anime.
That I would become a '#Streamer' before I knew it...
Honestly, I didn't expect it even by 1 millimeter.

Only when playing the electronic piano (keyboard)
did the numbness and trembling in both hands strangely subside,
and I became able to move them as much as I practiced.
I was happier than anything about that, and I couldn't help it.
Another trouble.

That is, because I probably took a huge amount of damage to my left upper body during the rear-end collision,
the #Tinnitus in my left ear was severe right after the accident.
For more than 3 months after the accident,
my left ear kept having a 'ringing' sound.
It was the hardest when I went to sleep at night...
The night should have been quiet and silent,
but I was constantly attacked by a severe 'ringing' sound,
and I could barely sleep.
Triggered by the accident, I also developed #PTSD,
and suffered from #Depression, especially #SleepDisorders.
Even taking #SleepingPills or #InsomniaImprovementMedication,
I could barely sleep.
At some point, I started to become half-desperate,

and gave up on '#SleepingAtNight'.
Fortunately, because it was a #CommutingDisaster and a #WorkersCompensationCase,
frankly, it didn't matter when I woke up or when I went to sleep.
Especially for about 3 months after the accident, due to the injuries from the accident,
I could barely go out,
so I was in a state of almost '#HomeHospitalization'.
When night came, I would put on #Earphones

and listen to my favorite artist's songs
at full volume.
That kind of life became my '#NewNormal'.
In the midst of that, I encountered the electronic piano, and by actually playing while '#PlayingByEar',
it became rehabilitation for both hands, and above all, it became a #JoyOfLiving.
I think I was able to overcome that painful period
because of the songs and singing voices of #fripSide, #YoshinoNanjo, #RieTakahashi,
and #InoriMinase.
I would like to take this opportunity to express my gratitude.
Thank you very much.

To talk about more realistic things...
Since I am on leave from work,
of course, no salary is coming in.
My savings disappeared in the blink of an eye.
I wanted to praise my past self for working hard in my 20s and 30s.
I also sold my beloved car.
It was definitely one of the top 10 #SadDecisions in my life.
I was somehow able to live on the #LeaveCompensation from workers' compensation, but...
The #Company, the #LaborStandardsInspectionOffice, the #InsuranceCompany, the #LawFirm, the #Lawyer, the #Police, the #Prosecutor, and even the #Judge...
I realized that they don't immediately help you...
That if you don't act proactively yourself,
no one will help you...
I felt that with my own body.
Especially for someone like me
who suffered '#DamageToTheBrain',
I keenly felt that it is difficult to judge accurately and speedily.
After all, '#ProtectYourselfByYourself',
I think it boils down to that one phrase.
The reason I am still continuing my writing activities on note like this
is a kind of '#ToLeaveProofThatILived',
and at the same time,

if someday my '#BrainDysfunction' worsens
and by any chance I lose my memory when I wake up one morning...
If I read this note again...
What have I suffered from for these few years,
and what did I live with as my emotional support?
Who on earth was I?
It is also one of the '#SelfDefenseMeasures' so that I can understand.
That is why I will not give up on writing.
Even now, I still cannot even type on a computer.
However, after rehabilitation, I have somehow become able to
#WriteWithOnlyMyRightIndexFinger.

And I will not give up on '#JoyOfLifeBeyondRehabilitation',
'#PlayingMyFavoriteSounds'.
Three months ago, I invested all my money
and bought a #Synthesizer.
I have been a fan of fripSide for nearly 15 years,
and I have listened to almost all their songs.
Almost everything of my '#ViewOfMusic' and '#SenseOfMusic'
is influenced by the ism of
fripSide's #SatoshiYaginuma.
I believe that '#WordsAreMagic'.
And recently,
'#MusicTranscendsWords'
I am strongly convinced of that.
fripSide's activity concept is
【This desire is bound in the Melody.】
'This wish is bound (contained) in the melody'.

My concept for both #WritingActivities and #MusicActivities is
【Sending my thanks and infinite possibility with my synthesizer's sound and melody.】
'Let's offer our gratitude and infinite possibilities along with the tone and melody of this synthesizer'.
With the utmost respect, I chose the words above.
I will utilize my writing activities on note, in other words, my #RealExperience,
and #NonFiction for my songwriting.
And together with my new partner synthesizer
#Roland_FANTOM_06_SC,
through '#CreatingMyOwnSounds',
'#CreatingMyOneAndOnlyOriginalSong'
That is my current
'greatest Re:You of living'.

#ToAllMyFellowNoteCreators,
#ToAllMyNoteAndYouTubeFans,
#ToAllMyXFollowers,
and to '#You',
who is somewhere in the world and whom I happened to meet like this now.

I will use '#MyWayOfLife' as fuel,
and through #CreativeActivities, I want to become a
#LightOfHope for those in similar circumstances.
I strongly resolve, wish, and believe that.

Please continue to
give me your warm support and patronage.
Thank you very much.

【office base zero 85©】
CEO/Producer
Non-fiction writer
Multi-creator
Satoshism85©

Artist/Keyboardist
kanadeShion©


#LivingHappilyEvenIfYouHaveAHandicap
is my motto.

The video I posted on YouTube before,
『Finally writing lyrics and composing music with a synthesizer💕🎹🍀』
【New dawn , New WORLD ～A New Dawn～】
has, believe it or not!
㊗️managed to exceed 10,000 views㊗️⭐
🎹The link to the video is here👇

⭐The brushed-up version has also been viewed over 2,000 times before I knew it🥰 I thank you from the bottom of my heart⭐

I would be very happy if you could continue to support
'#MyWayOfLife' through note, YouTube, and X.
If you are interested in YouTube, if you don't mind,
I would be very happy if you could subscribe to the channel💕

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