“A world full of love, kindness, and fun” was already there. The “Th-th-talk event” in December 2025 was the beginning of a miraculous trajectory✨

Today, I'd like to write a bit of a retrospective post.

The story of the beginning of the second chapter of my life.
The story of the “th-th-talk event” that became the first step of a miraculous trajectory.

In 2024, it had been two years since I moved to Japan for a short stay.
At that time, I was feeling deeply discouraged because things weren't going well with my activities.
(This really resonates with how I feel now💓)

That year, I felt discouraged, met a mentor from a past life,
and it was the year my spirituality blossomed and I connected deeply with myself.

After healing at a deep level,
my true self emerged,
and my true desires came to light.

To put it simply, those desires were something like this.

“I want to convey what is important in life.”

“I want everyone to
reclaim their true selves and their inner light,
and reclaim a way of living that makes their souls happy.”

In other words,

【I want to keep moving forward
on the path of the mission my soul decided on, the path of joy,
and I want to pass on that figure, that way of being, and that way of living
to everyone else as well】

The underlying thought
that serves as the driving force for that is

【I want to make the world a better place!
I want to energize the Earth🌍✨
I want to leave behind a beautiful Earth】

that was it.

And, in order to fulfill that big desire,
I needed companions!!

【I want to involve those around me, run a “fun-loving dojo”,
and increase the number of people whose souls are happy and who shine while living out their missions】

I realized that this is what I wanted to do
in the latter half of 2024.

And the first step I took to put that thought into action was this:

【2024✨ Giving away everything for the Saya Birthday Festival⑪
I'm going to hold a th-th-talk event】

I had been doing parenting classes and consulting
since 2019,
but I realized that what I really want to do is to help everyone move their lives forward✨,
so I transitioned into life consulting.

I want moms and dads who are struggling with parenting
to break out of their own shells, relax more, and enjoy parenting and life
in their own fun, authentic way.

Thinking that, I wanted to try holding a talk event.

But I was scared.
Even just saying that thought out loud was scary.

But I took the plunge and tried to tell someone.

To a dear friend,

“I want to hold a th-th-talk event,
but I'm scared.
Will you help me?”

I said.
I will never forget it.

In the campground restroom,
while brushing my teeth, during a long chat,
I said those words while shaking with fear.

“Then of course!! I'll help you💘
I'm sure there are many people who want to hear your story, Aya-chan✨” she said
(tears).

And so, I told two other friends as well,
while feeling nervous,
and they said, 'Sounds great💘 Of course, we'll help you!'

I decided to hold a 'Co... Lecture'.

And I was so scared to even announce it,
that I almost tried to sneak it in
among the birthday celebration gifts🙈

But you know,
everyone who became my partner,

was incredibly
lively,
seemed to be having fun,
and moved forward
by demonstrating their own power and light.

My super-skilled secretaries
kept moving things forward in the LINE group even while I was away (because I never look at my phone lol).
They contacted the cafe and secured the venue,

made professional-level flyers,
helped put up the flyers,
made the schedule for the day with my daughter,
and even set up the venue on the day of...

It was beyond just being grateful,
they moved with such kindness...

And what's more,
I didn't really tell them to do this or that.
There were no instructions, they just went ahead and did things quickly,

and if anything,
they supported me even more brightly and happily than I could have imagined✨

Whether we could do it or not,
whether we could move or not,

no one blamed anyone for anything,
and for what others did,
they said 'Thank you so much!' to each other
as if it were their own success.

Isn't that amazing?!!

I can't even make a copy properly.
I said, 'It always ends up upside down or sideways,' and
that day, it definitely ended up backwards,
and they said, 'It's okay! It's great that you make mistakes like that too✨'
They accepted my flaws,
and rather than being bothered, they seemed to enjoy taking care of me, saying 'Oh, you're hopeless!💘'
Everyone covered for me.
When I saw that, everything clicked for me.

First, I thought, 'Oh, the world is kind.'

And then,
I realized that the parts of me that can't do things, my flaws,
are what make those around me shine.

My weaknesses
make those around me shine✨

Yes, because we are uneven,
we can connect and make each other shine💘

I think I held this lecture
to realize this,
and for me to experience this.

I cried while putting this realization
into the final slide of the lecture.

I cried because I was happy, moved, and grateful.

I strongly felt,
'Ah, a world of only love and kindness really does exist,' and
'I want to create and spread such a world with everyone.'

The lecture was wrapped in a gentle, warm energy from start to finish,
and was held successfully💘
I am grateful to the friends who helped me, of course, and to everyone who came✨

Even though it was my first time, I challenged myself to a hybrid of in-person and online!
One of my friends provided remote support, and I was truly grateful💓
To all the participants whose limitations were completely blown away.

💎 I'll also post the impressions from Hiroko-chan, who participated as a support member.
⇓

It started with a web meeting, and as someone who is tech-illiterate, it was a series of 'huh?' moments (lol).

But going to the venue for a preview, having meetings with the staff,
and talking with Aya-chan and the members,
I thought, 'Wow! This is fun! I want to do more!'

Aya-chan often says,
'When your heart is in it,' and I realized this is what that means✨

Everyone did what they wanted to do without forcing it,
it took shape,
the atmosphere, the people who gathered,
everything felt amazing🥰 It was such a happy time.

At the lecture,
I reaffirmed that I need to cherish my own heart more.
I tend to make excuses and hold back sometimes, but,
I realized it's okay to be more selfish and prioritize myself👍

I've become much more relaxed since meeting Aya-chan, but,
hearing about Aya-chan's laid-back nature and her wild stories,
my boundaries expanded again, and I felt, 'It's okay.'

Plus, her stories are just purely hilarious.
I was holding my stomach laughing, and her expressions are the best!
She picks up on everyone's humor so well,
and because she hits the mark on both laughter and serious topics,
for someone like me who gets distracted by superficial things, it was a series of discoveries✨

Aya-chan
wraps those around her in some invisible, great power? Aura?
She is someone who is incredibly comfortable to be around💘

She accepts me as I am,
acknowledges me, and guides me in a good direction.

Aya-chan herself is also just as she is✨

Since meeting Aya-chan,
I've come to think that being yourself
is the most beautiful
and cutest thing.

Thank you so much🥰💘

Oh, that makes me so happy—thank you so much, too💓

This lecture was delivered with content that
mixed in funny stories,
helped everyone break out of their conventional thinking,
and allowed them to realize what is truly important.

If there are people who want to listen to it,
I'm thinking it might be nice to share the recording or hold it again~~
so
if anyone wants to request it, let me know💘
I'm sure that now, more than a year later, I can deliver something even more amazing🌈

I'm usually a woman who never looks back at the past, lol.

This time, I suddenly realized
that the 'Co... Lecture,' which was the beginning of everything
for this second chapter, wasn't recorded on NOTE, and I was surprised.

I have to write this down!!!
I felt I had to leave it behind✨ so I'm writing this article now.

The experience at this lecture
has led to my subsequent
activities at the 'Playfulness Dojo'✨

2025 was a miraculous year,
a year when truly many community activities and projects were born.

The trigger for that miraculous journey
was this lecture.

The world is truly kind.

And

my weakness
makes those around me shine✨

It was a precious time that gave me this major realization.

That has become the foundation
for my community building ever since💘

💎 I firmly acknowledge my true self and express it. I also accept the true selves of others and affirm everything.
💎 When building a group, we don't connect based on abilities or talents like 'I can do this' or 'I'm good at this,' but rather we move forward with people who resonate with our thoughts and character. We connect heart-to-heart with the people we love.

💎 I firmly convey my thoughts to the companions I want to connect with. I put the worldview I want to create into words and share it.

💎And,
I'm also letting out the parts of myself that I thought were negative or no good.
'I want to do this, but I'm scared.

Will you help me?'

'I want to do this, but I can't!
I'm a klutz. Can someone do this for me?'

I'm going to communicate things like that properly.

In that way, I am running the 'Ofuzake Dojo' (Playful Dojo) community
while enjoying it every day,
and taking on various challenges!

Since around 2021 or 2022,
I've always wanted to work together with friends!
But building a community didn't go well,
and I spent 3 or 4 years through trial and error.
(I was trying to raise a parenting community and work together)

But after going through that trial and error,
and as a result of facing myself properly,

this 'Le... Lecture' was born.

And the experience there also

taught me incredibly important things
about making friends and working with them.

I could never have reached this journey on my own.
Because I reunited with my mentor from a past life,
and was able to get their support.

And because I met friends from my past life,
and I properly got closer to my true self,
and put my desires out there...

The era of walking alone is over.

Together with friends,
together with partners,
there is definitely a path where you can shine too💓

First, return to your true self.
And then,
release your desires and take action.

It's surely scary to do it alone, and you'll get lost,
so let's make it happen together
at the Ofuzake Dojo🌈

@Sasaaya's Ofuzake Dojo

There is a free Facebook group, so search for it and join in♪
I'm looking forward to reuniting with you
from our past lives too💓

Sasaaya