I'm the only one without motivation

Hello everyone.
I'm Kazuma, a legal unemployed person.

The weather is very nice today.

However,

I,

am currently out of motivation.

I feel sad about myself.

I hung out the laundry.

Even though it's drying indoors.

I'm getting extremely hungry.
I keep getting thirsty.

Since I have a family history of diabetes,
I'm a little scared.

Renewing my mental health welfare handbook,
changing my smartphone model,
visiting the psychiatric clinic,
I definitely can't do any of that today.

I feel a little self-loathing.

Because I have a habit of thinking about,
unpleasant things I don't want to remember,
I'll try taking some alprazolam.

At a Gudetama level,
I'll just stay quiet.
That seems like the optimal solution.

That's all from me, Kazuma, the legal unemployed person.
While you're at it thinking "what is this?",
I would appreciate it if you could give me a "like".