[note University AI Music Collaboration Club] White Lie

With trembling hands, I closed the door. I didn't want to see it.

The back I knew so well
was holding my friend.
I can't believe it. Is this a dream? A nightmare?

The Christmas city is driving me mad.
The sound of happiness is mocking me.
Why, why isn't it me?

Was it true that you whispered you loved me
just last night?
Was all that tenderness a lie?

The time when the rain quietly turns to snow,
I realize I can never go back to those days.
The white-covered streets are erasing our memories.
The moment love turns to hatred, my heart freezes over.

The warmth of you still on my fingers
was a treasure until yesterday,
but now it turns into a curse, an indelible memory.

Her smile is burned into my mind.
The face I knew, the person I trusted.
Both of you betrayed me. I can't forgive you.

Even though you said, "You're special,"
even though you swore, "It's only you,"
it was all a lie, all an act. What was I to you?

The time when the rain quietly turns to snow,
I realize I can never go back to those days.
The pure white snow hides the dirty truth.
I loved you so madly,
that it turns into pain.

With trembling hands, I closed the door.
From that moment on, my world collapsed.
I can't go back. My broken heart will never be the same.

I loved you, I loved you, even though I loved you this much,
why don't you notice?
Am I not good enough? What was missing?

The Christmas bells ring.
The sound of celebration
pierces through. Happy couples.
I was like that until yesterday, too.

Was it a lie when you whispered that you loved me?

Were you serious? Which is it?

Tell me, answer me.

The time when the rain quietly turns to snow,
I realize I can never go back to those days.
Like the piling snow, the pain keeps stacking up.
The days I loved you now become a curse.

With trembling hands, I closed the door.
The back I knew so well,
I won't chase it anymore.
Buried in the white snow,
my heart is freezing over too.

Goodbye, my love.