#Good things happened in this note [Daily life from 7/3 to 7/9]

Hello. I'm RaM.

Out of the many note articles out there,
thank you so much for noticing and reading
this article.😊

On this note account,
while living a life where I cherish myself,
I weave together my thoughts, lessons learned,
and points that can be applied to daily life
in my own words.

Please, relax,
and take your time here.♪

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Today is a diary for one week.

I have taken the liberty of
setting a constraint of expressing each day
in three sentences.

I still don't know if there is any demand for this.
But I think I will try to
continue as far as I can.

If you'd like,
please take a peek into RaM's daily life.😊

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7/3 (Wed) Which department should I visit for my 'I want what I can't have' syndrome? ~Department of What Are You Talking About~

Somehow, the day ended in a flash.
What is wrong with me that I want to post my usual articles even though I decided to write a novel?
I tell myself that since I spend my time sleeping, eating, doing chores, working, and pouring the rest into note, it's impossible to want to do more than this.

#WhatAreYouTalkingAbout

7/4 (Thu) Good things happened in this note

Being busy is something to be grateful for, but unfortunately, my mental care hasn't been able to keep up.
In the past, when I got like this, I would sink deeper and deeper, thinking, 'What a failure I am.'
I think the reason my current self doesn't get bogged down in unpleasant things is because I have my 'note' self.

Friday, 7/5: I have an irresistible urge to read a book!!

I'm currently attempting my first full-length novel, but maybe I'm getting bored of it... I've developed an irresistible urge to read a book.
When I'm putting things out and outputting what's inside me, I feel like something important within me is drying up.
I went to Tsutaya Books and walked around, and the books I felt like reading right now are 'The Great Passage,' 'Naruse Takes Over the World,' and 'Teishokuya Zatsu.'

Saturday, 7/6: A day to spend time on sleep

My hormonal balance is clearly having an effect; I'm hungry, sleepy, and experiencing mood swings, which is tough.
My husband has recently become very good at handling me during these times; he's started taking me to restaurants where I can eat a lot, and he's even started letting me take long naps (though he does wake me up once it's snack time, haha).
Thanks to a dinner I made by roasting a large zucchini bought at a farmers' market, cherry tomatoes, onions, and chicken wings I had pre-seasoned in the oven, which turned out delicious, I decided it was all good in the end!

Sunday, 7/7: Is this the Sazae-san syndrome?

Sunday evening, when I realize the weekend is coming to an end.
I looked back and wondered what I did this weekend, but my feelings were caught in a rollercoaster-like movement, and I only did what was necessary for daily life.
Living desperately is difficult (deep meaning).

Monday, 7/8: My worrying nature is exploding right at the start of the week

Monday started with a business trip, but of course, that's when work requests come in.
When I exceed my capacity, I often end up spinning my wheels, so I'll take a deep breath and do my best starting tomorrow.
Until now, I couldn't move for fear of failure, but today I was able to move, so in that regard, it's growth.

7/9 (Tue) When expectations are placed on me that are higher than my own self-assessment, I feel like I can no longer be myself.

For some reason, the expectations at work are high, but my self-assessment is that I've been wanting to shout out loud every day, 'I'm not even close to meeting them.'
Because of things that happened amidst the conflict of 'I must not fail, but I won't know until I try,' personally, I'm largely convinced that my current level really isn't as high as the expectations.
I've deepened my self-understanding that I'm still weak under pressure and sometimes spin my wheels, so I pulled myself together and headed to work.

This week was particularly not great.
Various things were happening simultaneously,
and I feel like
my capacity is running low.

Resetting and starting over from here is
my urgent task right now.

Although it's tough,
what I can do now is
quietly carry out what is right in front of me.

I wish I had enough breathing room to let even minor failures slide,
thinking, 'Well, this much is fine.'

Thank you for taking a peek
at these past 7 days✨

Now, the start of the next 7 days!

May they be peaceful days...

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