Excitement and anxiety are two sides of the same coin. | August 2024 Review [Results Announcement]

Hello. This is RaM.

Out of all the many note articles out there,
thank you so much for catching sight of this one and reading it
😊

In the blink of an eye,
we have reached the last day of August.

I would like to look back on
my one month of activity on note.

If you have the time,
please stay with me until the end.

Results announcement for this past month

・Daily posting ongoing (250 consecutive days of posting)

・Received Congratulatory Boards (August awards: 18 categories)

・Continued posting paid articles (Number of articles posted in August: 4)

・Shared images to the Everyone's Photo Gallery (Cumulative total shared: 225 works)

・Surpassed 400 followers

The number of followers
can fluctuate,
so I usually don't list it as a result,
but I felt like writing it down for some reason.

Excitement and anxiety are two sides of the same coin.

I've been thinking about this lately.

I'm able to continue note because it's fun.

But in order to feel the joy of creation,
I have to actually create something.

When I create.

And when that
reaches you through the screen.

Within me,
there are things I find somewhat daunting.

Among the things I posted this month,
for example, this article.

In my posts,
getting this many likes
almost never happens.

And when I wrote this,
I never imagined
I would receive
this much of a reaction.

I created it with a lighter heart
than my usual posts.

Inspired by an article I read that morning,
with the simple thought of“
If there are people who say they want to see it,　maybe I should give it a try
”,
I did a personality test on the spot,
and instead of interpreting the results myself,
I used a sneaky method of outsourcing the explanation entirely,
created the article, and set it to post a few hours later.

It is by no means the case
that I have any influence myself.

I received more comments than usual,
others introduced it in their own articles,
and that is how I was able
to get this much of a reaction.

In fact, that day was very fun,
and I spent it feeling excited.

But... you know.

I am
not someone who likes to stand out to begin with,
if anything, I am the type who thinks
I would rather spend my time quietly
in the corner of a room,
so I couldn't keep up
with the momentum of the reactions
to the article I posted.

An exciting life on note.

On that day, I realized the existence
of the feeling of anxiety
that was stuck tightlyto the back of my excitement.

The real me
is actually incredibly timid.

I am timid, cowardly, and shy.


But I am seeking the warmth of others.

Somewhere in my heart,
I sometimes think it would be nice to understand each other on a deeper level...
that is what I think.

The reason I continue writing on note is
not just because of my own strength or feelings,
but thanks toyour presenceas you connect with me.

There are people who read my work,

and there are creators whose work
I want to read as well.

There are also creators whose voices
I want to hear,
(Voice streaming 🎤 has been popular lately, hasn't it?)

Even if I take a little time away, there is a place
I feel I can return to.

I face various emotions from time to time,
but for me,
I think that experiencing the many emotions that arise in each moment
is also something important,
don't you think?

Even if I become timid,

even if there are times when my self-esteem rises a little,

the current me is, surely,

this is fine as it is.
Yes.

Now then, the much-talked-about personality newspaper.

About 10 days after the newspaper was published,
here are my own thoughts after reading it again.

This was the last post for August 2024.
Thank you so much for everything this month as well✨

I look forward to working with you again next month😊

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like, comment, or follow.

May happiness come to you
for reading this far🍀

Let's meet again in the next post.

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