From me to me.

▶ Welcome to the watering hole for lost fawns, I am YURUSIMA...

▷ That catchphrase is so lame!

▶ Oh? It seems another lost child has arrived.

▷ On the contrary, what's with that outfit...

▶ You have that look on your face, the one that says 'I can't write', don't you?

▷ (This person is the type who doesn't listen)

▶ Go ahead and answer.

▷ Well, I suppose it's a common thing, but as the number of readers increases, I've started to worry that I can't write anything poor quality.

▶ Ufu! Fufufu! Ufun!

▷ Your laugh is creepy!

▶ Foolish... Even though you started by posting your own mistakes, even though you started from your true self, do you intend to dress yourself up again from here on?

▷ (Am I already dressing myself up just by writing this?)

▶ You should just write. Write as the lost person you are. You don't need to think about likes or follows.

▷ My feelings haven't changed, but there are still days when I can't write. Work or errands come up, or I get tired. I can't even read other people's articles.

▶ ...So? What kind of emotions do you feel?

▷ Well, I get anxious.
I want to write, but I can't put out anything subpar.
I want to read, but I'm too busy to read.
I feel uneasy.

▶ Anxiety, unease. Try putting your deeper feelings into words. The voice of your heart that hasn't surfaced yet.

▷ ...I don't want to be disliked. I don't want to be forgotten

▶ Exactly. Fear. That is the answer. Now, specifically, how can you make that fear go away—

▷ But at times like that, even while feeling anxious, I still looked at note. It was written there. The contributor's article taught me

“Hand it over to tomorrow's self”

“Choose to do nothing”

“Get proper sleep”

▶ ...Ah, huh?

▷ Get yourself in order first, it said.

▶ (This guy... they're learning.) W-well, that's true.
That's a good answer. But isn't that just putting off what you need to do that day? Isn't that just coddling yourself?

▷ I can't take anything in when I read, I'm not getting enough sleep, I can't even write a comment to someone. So I gave up.

I decided that was it for today,
first, let's sleep, I said.

▶ No, that's just being defiant, isn't it? They're surely waiting on the other side of the screen, aren't they? For your likes, your comments. For the continuation of your novel. Others are doing it properly, aren't they? Continuing to post and interact.

▷ Others are others. I am me

▶ Ugh...!

▷ Doing things properly, what you 'should' do, is obsession. Being hard on yourself is sometimes just an attack.

There are no such rules on note

▶ U-ufufufu! Ugh-hum! Ahem!

▷ (Choked!?)

▶ Very well.
While feeling the frustration of not being able to write, acknowledging that, and prioritizing yourself first.
That seems to be your answer for now.

But you will get lost again, and when that happens, start with a little hydration plan, and eventually, a monopolized hydration plan is available now at a sale price...

▷ (Ah, I have to go to the dentist...)