December Letting Go and 2022 Summary. ② / Soul Plan Reading

In the previous part ①, I wrote about my crystal bowl session with Kalo. This time, I will write about the other of the two sessions I received this month.

2. Soul Plan Reading

I have been following Stellar Gateway because I find their articles on spirituality and raw food very interesting. I feel a small connection to them because they mentioned that their spiritual journey began in Bali, where I live.

For some reason, I felt very drawn to this article when I saw it this time. After thinking about it for two or three days, I decided to go ahead and receive it.

A Soul Plan Reading is about the blueprint, the soul's design, which I also wrote about a little in this article. It is something a person sets for themselves before they are born.

In the reading by Stellar Gateway, they looked at three points for me:
・Soul Plan in the physical world
・Soul Plan in the spiritual world
・Soul Destiny (mission, fate)
It was an email-based reading.

The challenges listed for my physical world were:
・Lack of self-confidence
・Skeptical
・Issues of abandonment and betrayal. I can relate to all of these. In particular, overcoming my "lack of self-confidence" is something I have been working hard on since I started Kundalini Yoga.

And, the learning task I had set for myself was,
to exist unconditionally for the sake of others
. Seeing that, I felt the tension leave my body (laughs).

Existing like air. This is something I have felt throughout my life. Perhaps because I am inconspicuous, I am often not recognized even when I am in a group, or there are times when I see an acquaintance and call out to them, but they don't notice me. Even when I was with several people, I always felt like a floating, lonely presence.

Especially since coming here, even though I understand Indonesian reasonably well, I cannot understand the Balinese language spoken by the Balinese people, and there are so many things I don't know about their customs, so there are times when I have no choice but to become like air. How long those times feel.

Amidst all that, I have felt a sense of loneliness and worthlessness. I acted as if nothing was wrong, but in reality, I was always lonely and it was painful. It was agonizing.

Stellar Gateway also wrote, "It is easy for situations to occur where you do something for someone, but receive no return for it." Indeed, many such things have happened to me in the past.

To think that these were all forms of training I had imposed upon myself made me laugh a little. And then, tears welled up.

I think the value of receiving this reading was worth it just to know this. Healing occurred within me. Now, I can accept this sense of loneliness.

I felt that my Soul Plan and Soul Destiny in the spiritual world also served as indicators and hints for my future actions.

In the Soul Destiny reading, it seems I will be using my voice in the future. I dislike my own voice, and my 5th chakra is a weak point. Thinking about it that way, perhaps my weaknesses are indeed the flip side of my talents. Who knows, though~ (laughs).

I don't think there is any harm in having information about yourself. By knowing your own data, you can understand how to make the most of yourself, how to use your strengths, and what to be careful about, which makes living easier and leads to a way of life where you trust yourself.

Stellar Gateway recommended receiving remote energy work along with the Soul Plan Reading, so I chose to receive the Archangel Metatron Sky Pass. It is a style where you declare and receive it whenever you like.

This was a powerful energy. I have had the sensation that my intuition has improved since immediately after. I am both scared and excited to see how I will transform from here on out.

Next time, I plan to write about the letting go that happened before the winter solstice.
(Continued in ③)

Bonus: By the way,the previous articlewas exactly 2,222 characters long. I couldn't help but take a screenshot before publishing it (lol).

Thank you for reading until the end.

Header image: Photo by Greg Rakozy