To 'decide' is to 'do'.

If you decide to do it, you can do it.
If you decide to do it, you will do it, and as a result, you can do it.

It was extremely simple.

What does it mean to 'decide'?
To 'decide' is to 'do'.

And I
am not a person who can't do things, a person who can't keep things up
it's just that
at that time, I couldn't do it.
I couldn't keep it up.
That's all.

My 100-day consecutive note posting challenge
will be achieved in a few days. 👏

As for the reason I started,
I burned out last year and had no motivation to do anything,
I was living by shutting out my connection with the world,
and I thought this isn't good,
so I started it as a form of rehabilitation.

The 100-day daily consecutive posting constraint
was also because I thought,
come to think of it, I'm a person who can't keep things up (I'm bad at making things a habit),
but I thought it might be okay to try doing it every day for 100 days just once.

I used to be very envious of people
who continue doing something every day,
and I thought, 'That's amazing, I respect that, I couldn't do that myself.'
Mainly with things like Instagram posts, I suppose.
I was bad at the type of things you do steadily on your own.
Speaking of me over the last few years,

it's been a boom of challenging things I thought were 'absolutely impossible'.
I thought I could never have children,

parenting is the same,
driving a car, it's been 17 years.
I took the pill and became a different person.
I feel like there were other things too.
Recently,

when there's something I think is absolutely impossible,
I think, 'Oh, a flag has been raised.'
Continuing something every day is the same,

I thought it was something I absolutely couldn't do.
Just hearing words like 'habituation'
was enough to make me feel like I was having an allergic reaction.
But, it seems that was a misunderstanding.

Surprisingly, I'm about to achieve it without much difficulty.
Maybe there was some difficulty,
but it seems I've already forgotten it.

I was able to make writing notes a habit.
All that was needed for that was
'decide to do it, and then do it'
just that.

I realized that I

・A person who can't form habits
・A person who can't keep things up
・A hopeless person

I wanted to think of myself like this.
Because of that,
I was just using it as an excuse not to do something.

I feel like there is a Miyabi of Miyabi
looking at me with calm eyes.

As if to say,
'Did you finally realize?'

Even though I haven't achieved it yet,
I can no longer label myself as a person who can't do things.
Because I am doing it.
If anything,

from the very beginning,
I could vividly imagine the scene
where the '100-day consecutive posting badge' sent from Note
was displayed.
There were many things I couldn't keep up with until now,

but I just didn't have a clear goal
or a reason to continue,
at that time, I just 'couldn't keep it up'.

I wasn't
a 'person who can't keep things up'.
I realized that there is no great benefit

in negatively labeling and limiting myself
as a person who is such and such.
Whether you can or can't is just a result,
and I realized it's just a matter of deciding to 'just do it' and doing it calmly.


I want to see the 100-day consecutive posting badge.

For such a trivial reason,I am once again
having an experience that changes my life (way of living).

And,
by writing notes every day,
I organize my thoughts every day,
and by being able to leave that as an expression,
I have the feeling that my assets are constantly increasing.

After achieving 100 days,
I don't know what will happen,
but I would like to continue
writing like this.

#ThingsIMakeAHabit