I Love You [Diary]

Recently, my eldest son never fails to

"Mommy! I love you!"

and gives me a hug while saying it.

Even though I spend my days worrying, have no peace of mind, and am always getting angry,
he gives me so much love.

Raising children, there is so much I learn from them.
I thought, I still need to grow! I can't just stand still!
and recently, I've been able to have a 'dream'.

A life that had no 'light' at all.
For my own sake and for my children's sake, I absolutely want to make it come true.
It's the first time I've ever felt this way, and I'm the most bewildered by it,
but to my children who changed me this much when I thought my life was empty,
I am grateful every day.

Thank you for every day