66. Regarding posting on note, I also consulted an AI

AI has been a hot topic lately.
So, I tried consulting an AI about editing my note articles.

I used ChatGPT.
I have used it a little bit for work and other things.

However, I don't seem to have enough of an emotional attachment to call it 'Chappy'.

No, that's not it at all.

I wrote down whatever came to mind,
and threw it at ChatGPT.

When I corrected it as told, the writing became very polished.

It also gives me answers that make me think, 'I see.'

It was certainly a learning experience.

But, I don't feel like posting it.

'Why is that?'
I ask myself.

It's too polished, and while it reads smoothly,
it's not interesting.

'Well, I wasn't writing anything interesting to begin with, though,'
I say to myself,
with a wry smile.

I felt, 'That's not my writing.'

It means that my 'individuality' had disappeared.

So then, what is my individuality?

......

I can't even answer that myself.
But, it's different.

'That's not mine!'
my heart screams.

So this time, I ask ChatGPT for 'my individuality'.

Then, ChatGPT points it out to me.
'This expression here and here is not like you,'
it says.

It even offers revisions, even though I didn't ask for them.

I can't post at all.

Well, I am a living human being, and I don't think in the same way all the time.

The words and rhythm that come out are different from time to time.

And above all, I myself am changing as I write.

So,
I have a pile of drafts that haven't been published because the editing isn't progressing.

In the first place, I don't even save them as drafts.
They just stay as notes somewhere else.

Furthermore, after I poured my honest feelings into ChatGPT
and exchanged messages several times,
part of the response I got back is as follows.

From what I wrote in the past,
I can create sentences that sound like what I wrote in the past.

And what's more,

in a way that is
easy to read,
consistent,
and hard to misunderstand.

However,
I want to write about the 'me of now' who has changed
while accumulating various experiences.

So it seems.

The me of now is
to an extent I can clearly realize myself,
vastly different from when I started writing on this account.

An AI wouldn't understand such changes, would it?
No matter where you search on the internet, information about my personal changes won't come up.

What I want to write (my current words)
seems to be something I have to search for by groping in the dark myself.

The course summarizing observation is here.

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