646. I want you to cherish the past you chose for yourself. I don't want you to hate it. I don't want you to give up on the future either.
Regretting the past,
regret the past,
dwelling on the past,
dwell on the past
being bound by the past.
bound by the past.
I should have done that,
oh i should have done
I should have done this.
I should have kept it this way.
But,
However,
it's too late to start over,
It's time to start over
I can't do it.
I can't do it.
Yes, I can't do it, but
Yes, I can't do it, but
clinging to the past,
clinging to the past,
being bound by the past,
tied up in the past
I cannot escape the past.
I can't escape my past.
Yes,
yes,
everyone,
everyone,
believes the past
The past
is the result.
I believe it is the result.
But you know,
But you know,
the past,
The past
is not the result.
It's not the result.
The result,
As a result,
actually,
Actually,
exists in the future.
it's in the future
It only exists in the future.
It's only in the future.
Because the future is the result.
The future is the result.
So,
that's why,
Because I believe the past is the result,
Because I believe that the past is the result,
from the spells of the past,
from past spells
I cannot set myself free.
I can't let go
Because I, coucou,
Mr. coucou,
for a long, long time,
long, long
was like that,
because it was
I understand it well.
I understand.
But you know,
But you know,
I dare not call the past by a cold name.
I dare not call it the past.
Because,
Because,
it is something I decided,
I decide
something I chose,
I chose
it is my past,
What is the past,
it is a part of my body,
part of my body,
it is a part of my heart.
It's part of my heart
So,
that's why,
please do not bully it,torture or
hate it,hate or
or deny it.Please don't deny it.
Mr. Past,
at that time, with all your might,
earnestly,
struggled
,thought through,
and decided for yourself,
that is who Mr. Past is.
And you know,
Mr. Past,
has done,
nothing wrong at all,
has he.
That is why,
I want you to give that past,
pride,
accept it,
and feel proud of it.
Please,
don't make that past,
sad anymore.
And you know,
even if,
you,
could not,
acknowledge that past.
Already,
already,
I don't want you to make that past,
that past
sad.
Please don't make me sad.
Next,
next,
I want you to cherish the present as well.
I want you to take care of yourself now.
Furthermore, for what is yet to come,
In addition, we will visit
there are also important people there.
Some people are important to it.
That,
that is,
is the future.
I'm Mirai-san.
If, even so,
if still
you continue to torment the past,
If you continue to torment your past,
at the very least,
at least,
I don't want you to bully,
Until the future
torment,
Please don't torture me,
or deny the future.
I don't want you to suffer
I don't want you to deny it.
Please don't deny it.
At the very least,
at least,
I don't want you to give up on the future.
Please don't give up on the future
Because,
Because
it is not the past or the present that creates the future,
Mr. Past and Mr. Present,
but rather,
Rather than creating a future,
the future that creates the present and the past.
The future creates the present and the past.
When that happens, both the present and the past,
Then, both the present and the past,
will all change
by future
because of the future.
that everything changes.
Why, you ask?
why?
Because,
Because,
no matter how wonderful
how the past
the past was,
It was wonderful
if the future is bad,
If the future is bad,
that wonderful past will become bad.
That wonderful past is going bad.
That is why,
that's why,
if the future is good,
If the future is good,
the past will become good.
The past will get better.
Hey,
Hey you,
everyone~
everyone
I want you to,
Mr. Past,
more,
more,
more,
more,
cherish the past.
I want you to cherish it.
ⒸFrom the words of coucou's heart
ⒸFrom the words of Mr. coucou's heart
It's coucou~
Hello everyone~
Most people regret their past.
Of course, coucou has also continued to regret it.
And, I don't want to look back on that past ever again, nor do I want to remember it.
Because it was just too painful, you see.
But, after a long time, coucou thought about it.
I realized that the past has absolutely no guilt. I thought it was so, so much later than the average person, so late that I was dumbfounded by myself, and so late that my regrets doubled.
So, I tried returning once more to that past I hated so much and never wanted to look back on. Then, surprisingly, that past had no guilt at all.
I blamed the past,
I used the past as an excuse,
I kept complaining to the past,
I completely denied everything about the past,
I avoided the past, and kept avoiding it.
Furthermore, even worse, I even held resentment and hatred toward that past.
All of it was a past that I thought of, decided on, chose, and created myself.
So, to that past,
No, to Mr. Past, I decided to apologize.
For that purpose, coucou set out on a journey of introspection.
And so, I went on a pilgrimage to apologize to each and every unpleasant past that I had hated.
Because even though I was the one who sowed the seeds, I had pushed them onto Mr. Past.
I'm sorry, Mr. Past,
I'm sorry, Mr. Past,
I'm sorry for blaming you, Mr. Past.
And,
Thank you, Mr. Past,
You supported me, Mr. Past,
You helped me, Mr. Past.
You lived with me, Mr. Past,
You kept watching over me with me, Mr. Past,
You stayed by my side, Mr. Past.
Mr. Past, I love you.
Please forgive me for everything until now, Mr. Past.
Then, I felt like,
I felt like many of the pasts were forgiving me.
Even if I wasn't forgiven, coucou continued to send apologies, gratitude, and blessings.
Because the treatment was just too cruel.
And, as I kept talking to that Mr. Past,
And then,
a reply came from the past.
It was,
when coucou was happy,
when I was rejoicing,
when I was held by my father and mother,
when I saw my father and mother's smiles,
when my father and mother looked happy,
when I found someone I loved,
when I was watching the cherry blossoms in full bloom with my family like today,
when my mother treated my wounds after I came home crying from an injury,
when I lived with a dog for the first time in my life,
the moment with my family and the cherry blossoms at my elementary school entrance ceremony.
When I fell in love for the first time in my life,
small, small, yet so many happy pasts emerged.
Thank you, past,
past that supported me,
past that helped me.
Past that lived with me,
past that kept watching over me,
past that stayed by my side.
Past, I love you.
coucou kept saying it, over and over again...
Hey,
everyone,
why don't you try saying thank you to your past?
Surely, you might get a wonderful reply...
Thank you for keeping me company until now,
see you again tomorrow,
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