"The Border of Hair Talismans" (When the Three Talismans Unite)
Mystery Dark Horror Novel
"The Border of Hair Talismans"
Synopsis
In the Reiwa era, the world of sorcery is thinning out due to an aging population and severed traditions.
Mikagami, an Onmyoji of the Mononobe-Izanagi school, is well-known in the underworld as "the man who sends shikigami for money." Though rigid and unapproachable, he treats saimon (ritual prayers) as "a compilation of stories, contracts, and histories," and his skill at unraveling supernatural mysteries through logic is unmatched.
One day, he is hired by an intermediary to "take care of an elderly female talisman user."
Targeting the same mark is Ryu, a meat-talisman user of the Matagi beast-tamer clan. Ryu He turns bear hides into sacred talismans and kills his prey without fail—a man who knows no failure.
However, the elderly target is a master of the forbidden art of "Hair Talismans," which involves carving spells into every single strand of hair. Her hair becomes tens of thousands of curse talismans, turning the very space around her into a sea of paper. Neither shikigami nor beast talismans can reach her.
Accompanied by a peerless shikigami known as the Shikioji, Mikagami attempts to decipher the old woman's curse not by its "strength" but by its "structure," only to find that it is not just resentment—it is the history of a human who has spent her life proving her "erased existence."
The answer Mikagami reaches is neither an exorcism nor a judgment.
This supernatural anomaly cannot be "defeated," only brought to an end.
And so, the incident is quietly erased from the records of the Izanagi school.
Character Profiles (Appearance & Catchphrases)
Mikagami
Age: Late 30s
Position: Mononobe-Izanagi school Onmyoji / Underworld contractor
Appearance: Lean build. Short-cropped black hair, pale skin. Sharp eyes, rarely blinks. Regardless of the season, he wears plain, Japanese-style clothing and carries a worn leather bag. The scent of ink and medicine lingers on his fingertips.
Personality: Rigid, rationalist, unkind to others but not cruel. Values "drawing the line" above all else.
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Catchphrases:
"That doesn't make logical sense."
"Breaking things is easy. The problem is how to put them back."
Shikioji
Age: Unknown (the concept of "age" is thin for him)
Position: A peerless shikigami accompanying Mikagami. Acts based on agreement, not command.
Appearance: Can take human form, but his outline is never fixed. Gives the impression of white robes, and his hair sways against the direction of the wind. When your eyes meet his, you feel not like you are being "seen through," but "accurately measured."
Personality: Not emotionless, but does not use emotions as a "tool."
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Catchphrase:
"Put it back."
"That is destroying too much."
Ryu (Dragon)
Age: 40s
Position: Flesh-talisman user / Matagi beast hunter. Takes down prey with bear-hide talismans.
Appearance: Large and big-boned. Sun-tanned face, old scar on the cheek. The smell of animal fat never leaves him. Leather gloves, bone fragment ornaments around his neck. His gaze remains that of a "hunt."
Personality: A mass of successful experiences. Rationalizes by mixing faith and fear, and never anticipates defeat.
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Catchphrase:
"Today is your turn."
"God remains in the hide."
Old Woman of the Hair Talismans
Age: Late 70s to 80s
Position: Practitioner of forbidden hair talisman arts. Hair consists of tens of thousands of curse talismans.
Appearance: Thin and small. Despite a hunched back, their sitting posture remains unnaturally rigid. Hair is of abnormal volume and length, a mix of black and white but lustrous. Fingertips are calloused, nails short (a habit from a life of "carving").
Personality: Does not express anger. Does not pray. Does not complain. Simply accumulated.
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Catchphrase:
"…I was here"
"Don't erase it"
Underground Intermediary (Alias: Tsuge)
Age: 50s
Position: A contact point for distributing requests. The junction between the orthodox world and the underworld.
Appearance: Plump and friendly, but eyes do not smile. Expensive shoes, cheap cigarettes. Always carries a notebook.
Personality: Takes no responsibility. Motivates others by withholding explanations.
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Catchphrase:
"You can do it, if it's you."
"Details later."
A veteran of the orthodox Izanagi school (Alias: Sagara)
Age: 60s
Position: Maintainer of the system. The side that "erases incidents from the records."
Appearance: Well-groomed, gentle demeanor but cold.
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Catchphrase:
"Leave no name behind."
"If you write it, it multiplies."
"The Boundary of Hair Talismans"
Chapter 1: Outside the Boundary
Work always begins quietly.
Without a sound, without a warning, yet surely, it slips into the gaps of our daily lives.
That day was no different.
It was raining.
To be precise, it was that time of day just before the rain starts, when only the air feels damp. I was on the veranda of the old one-story house I use as an office, bringing in the drafts of ritual prayers I had left out to dry, unable to shake off a bad feeling.
A bad feeling is something that comes true.
This is a rule of thumb. It has almost never been wrong.
The knocking at the entrance was modest. Twice. A way of knocking that was hesitant, yet conveyed that there was business to attend to. Even before I opened the door, I knew who it was.
It was Tsuge.
An intermediary who passes on underground work, a man who keeps his distance from both the orthodox world and the underworld. It's not that he's untrustworthy. But he's not someone you should trust, either.
"Excuse me."
Standing at the doorway, Tsuge wore his usual friendly smile. But only his eyes weren't smiling. That must be an occupational hazard.
"It's going to rain."
When I said that, Tsuge nodded vaguely.
Yes. I don't think it will take long.
It will take long. I judged it so.
Tsuge sat down on the edge of the entryway and took a sheet of paper out of his bag. It was copy paper. Cheap. But the stories written on such paper are usually nothing but trouble.
It's a request for disposal.
It was a direct hit. Not beating around the bush was likely his way of being considerate.
An elderly talisman user. The location is a village along the mountains. The name is...
I don't need it.
I cut him off.
Even if I heard the name, it would disappear later. In this line of work, that is normal.
Tsuge raised his eyebrows for a moment, then nodded.
Understood. Just the main points. The people involved are disappearing.
Dead?
No. From the records.
I stopped what I was doing.
Dying is simple. But disappearing from records is complicated.
Family register, photos, memories. All of it. I won't say completely, but... it's fading. As if they were never there to begin with.
I set the bundle of ritual prayers aside and looked at Tsuge.
You said an elderly talisman user, right?
Yes.
Which lineage is it from?
It is unknown. Not orthodox.
That alone caused an unpleasant outline to emerge.
A non-orthodox talisman user.
Advanced in age.
Missing records.
I vaguely pictured the figure of that woman, whose name and face I still did not know.
Anything else?
There is one more person on the move.
Tsuge said after a brief pause.
It is Ryu.
The moment I heard that name, something rang faintly deep in my chest.
A Matagi beast tamer.
A flesh talisman user.
A man who deifies bear pelts and uses them as talismans.
He is famous for never failing, but that also means, in other words, that he does not learn from failure.
A scramble for it?
Yes. To be precise, whoever captures it first wins.
I let out a breath.
That is a rather crude story.
The underworld is always like that.
Tsuge stood up and bowed deeply.
You can do it.
Those words were the least trustworthy thing of all.
Chapter 2: Shikioji
After Tsuge left, it began to rain.
Listening to the sound of it hitting the roof, I proceeded to the back room and stood before a low shelf.
There, the Shikioji was present.
Usually, it is not there.
To be precise, it exists in an 'invisible form'.
You were listening, weren't you?
As I spoke, the air distorted slightly.
Not enough to take on a human shape. Just a presence that lets me know it is 'there'.
The Shikioji is my shikigami.
However, it does not move by command.
...It's about the boundary again.
A voice spoke. A voice without warmth, neither young nor old.
That's right.
Will you destroy it?
I shook my head.
I haven't decided yet.
The Shikioji said nothing more.
The silence was neither opposition nor agreement.
I know.
I know what kind of time it is when this shikigamitruly speaks up.
That is precisely why it says nothing for now.
Chapter 3: The Woman of Hair
The village was submerged in the shadow of the mountain.
Even though it was daytime, it was strangely dark. I felt as if the road was stretching in a direction I didn't recognize.
As I walked, I counted my steps.
One, two, three.
Along the way, the count became ambiguous.
This is a talisman.
Moreover, it is affecting the space.
It is not targeting an individual. It is an area-of-effect type.
I found the house immediately.
It was old, small, but not dilapidated.
Just by standing in front of the gate, I was certain.
--They are here.
Before I could knock on the door, it opened from the other side.
An old woman was standing there.
She was small and hunched over.
Yet, strangely, only her posture remained perfectly upright.
And then, her hair.
There was too much of it.
A luster that did not suit her age.
White and black were mixed together, and each strand seemed to be watching me.
"...Who are you?"
Her voice was frail.
Yet, it did not waver.
"I came to hear your story."
When I said that, the old woman thought for a moment, then nodded.
"Yes. ...Yes.
Please, come in."
I stepped over the threshold.
At that moment, I felt something close behind me.
It is a boundary.
I was finally certain.
This is
not a story about defeating something.
It is a story about bringing things to an end.
Chapter 4: The Missing Numbers
Since entering the old woman's house, I had been consciously counting my breaths.
One, two, three.
Four, five.
At six, my breath stops.
It is not that it has stopped.
The consciousness that tried to count slips away.
I took one step forward on the tatami mat.
I felt as if two sets of footsteps had sounded.
I have only one pair of feet.
The other one—is not me.
When I cast my gaze downward, a thin shadow is running along the edge of the tatami.
Rather than a shadow, it is a line. Black, thin, and regular.
Hair.
Behind the old woman, hair is touching the floor.
No, it is not just touching.It is stitched down.
Each individual strand is arranged along the weave of the tatami, holding meaning.
"...That is quite meticulous."
When I said this, the old woman smiled vaguely.
"Because there are so many.
I cannot be careless."
Number.
I ruminated on that word deep in my throat.
Numbers are order.
But when numbers go awry, order collapses without a sound.
"Since when has this been?"
"Well..."
The old woman tilts her head.
"Perhaps since I stopped counting."
That is not an answer.
But it is not a lie, either.
I sat on the tatami mat.
An old woman in front of me. Hair behind me.
From this positioning, I understand.
This house is a cursed object.
The old woman is the center, and at the same time, the weight.
"Your talisman does not kill people."
When I said that, the old woman's eyes widened just a little.
"……Yes."
"It erases. To be precise, it 'brings things closer to having never existed'."
The old woman did not deny it.
"I am merely returning what was there."
With those words, one conviction solidified.
This is not a curse of resentment.
It is a correction of history.
Chapter 5: The Logic of the Flesh Talisman
Outside the house, the scent of a beast grew stronger.
I spoke without standing up.
"You've come."
There was no reply.
But the air moved beneath the floorboards.
The next moment, the shoji screen was torn open.
It was Ryu.
A large frame. Leather gloves.
Inside the bundle hanging from his shoulder, the bear-skin talisman was breathing.
"A previous guest?"
The dragon glanced at me, then looked at the old woman.
Those eyes were the eyes of someone looking at prey.
Move aside. That is my turn.
The old woman smiled faintly.
Your turn, you say?
The dragon did not answer. Instead, it spread out the hide.
The air in the room sank heavily. The lingering scent of a god. Blood, fat, and terror.
However—
It is not working.
The bear-hide talisman was deployed, but the magical power would not take hold. The strands of hair quietly repelled it.
For the first time, confusion flickered across the dragon's face.
...That is strange.
It is not strange.
I said.
The logic is different.
The dragon glared.
How dare you act as if you know—
That is stolen power.
I continued.
But this is different. I am turning myself into a talisman.
The dragon does not understand.
Precisely because it does not understand, it proceeds to the next step.
It spread the hide once more.
At that moment, the bear hide inverted.
The inside turned toward the dragon.
I drew a breath.
"--Do not do any more than that."
But it was too late.
The hide was not looking for its "prey."
It had found its owner.
For the first time, the dragon recoiled.
"......No.
I was chosen--."
The moment the words 'I was chosen' left its lips, everything was decided.
A theological error.
God always betrays those who believe they have been chosen.
Chapter 6: The One Who Burned the Boundary
After the dragon was dragged away and vanished outside, the house became unnaturally quiet.
The old woman, showing no signs of fatigue, simply watched me.
"......Will that person disappear, too?"
"They will fade from the records."
I answered accurately.
"They will not disappear completely.
But they cannot return."
The old woman nodded.
That is enough.
I cast a glance behind me.
What do you think?
The air trembled slightly.
The voice of the Shikioji spoke.
A human who burned the boundary themselves.
The old woman lowered her eyes slightly at words she should not have been able to hear.
...Should I have left a place to return to?
No.
I shook my head.
You are not wrong. Just—
I choose my words carefully.
"You did not have a way to end it."
For the first time, the old woman's hair swayed violently.
It was not anger. It was
relief.
...Is it ending?
Yes.
I take a single sheet of paper from my bag.
It is a ritual prayer.
It is not an exorcism. Nor is it a judgment.
Closing the Record.
I take a breath and begin to read aloud.
Chapter 7: Ritual Prayer—Closing the Record
Paper is thin.
Yet, the thinner the paper, the more easily it burns, and once burned, no form remains.
I place the paper on the tatami mat and align the edges with my fingertips. The scent of ink still lingers. I wrote it this morning. I was hesitant before writing it, and I was hesitant after. A ritual prayer without hesitation may be suitable for exorcism, but it is not suitable for this opponent.
The old woman sat in formal posture, watching me.
There is no expectation in her eyes. No doubt, either. What remains is merely confirmation.
—Is it ending?
I take a breath.
The scent of rain drifts in through the gaps in the house. The scent of the earth beneath the tatami. The scent of hair. The scent of people. Many scents mingle, and none can be identified.
The Shikioji does not take a physical form.
Only the density of the air increases slightly.
I read aloud. I do not raise my voice. A ritual prayer is not something to be shouted. It is meant to confirm facts by reading them aloud.
■ Ritual Prayer
Listen.
You who are not called by name.
you have walked. Lost,
erased,
remaining in no one's records,
yet you continued to exist. What you carved first was not a curse.
'Do not let the fact that I was here be erased.'
That was the only thing. What you carved next was
a forgotten name.
A voice that did not return.
Days that did not come back. These are not sins.
They are the reasons you reached this point. But—
you crossed the line. You made yourself a talisman,
severed the place to return to,
and burned the boundary. At that moment,
you failed in your duty. I record this. You existed.
You suffered.
You were nearly erased. That is certain. But—
the obligation to continue existing
has been given to no one. Therefore, I decree it here. Your record ends here. The words carved into the hair have finished their duty.
The boundary closes.
You will not return, but you will no longer be lost. Nameless one.
You no longer need to continue existing.
The moment I finished reading, it was not that anything made a sound.
It was not that a light flashed.
Simply, the weave of the tatami—aligned, one by one.
I could not remember when I had started counting the weave of the tatami. I had felt the need to count them. That need has now vanished.
The old woman's hair slowly sinks.
It is not that the lines stitched into the floor are coming undone. The lines are ceasing to be lines.
The hair returns to being hair.
It is just strands of hair. Things that fall out in daily life. Things that become dust when swept up. It is no longer a cursed talisman.
The old woman's shoulders drop slightly.
That alone was enough. With just the drop of her shoulders, a person regains their age.
"...It is over."
The voice sounded just a little bit young.
I nod.
"It is finished."
The old woman closed her eyes.
She would not collapse as if falling asleep. There was no need to collapse. She would no longer put on a performance worth collapsing for.
"...You were here."
The old woman said that at the very end.
It was not a catchphrase, but a repetition of her first words.
I do not deny it.
"I was."
Once said, it becomes a contract.
I made a contract. A contract that I, and only I, know that she was here.
The Shikioji took form for the first time.
It was close to a human shape. But its outline was as vague as wet paper.
"You didn't break too much."
The Shikioji says.
I did not reply. If I replied, I would be bound by those words. It is not that I do not want to be bound. I just felt that these were not words that should be bound.
Instead, I stood up and picked up my bag.
"I'm going."
The old woman nodded, her eyes still closed.
That was not permission. It was confirmation. If I leave, the boundary will close. She will remain inside the closed boundary. But that is fine.
I looked back at the doorway.
Hair was scattered on the floor. The way it was scattered was normal.
Ordinary sights are sometimes terrifying.
Because being ordinary proves the abnormality that occurred here.
Chapter 8: Thinning
When I went outside, the rain had stopped.
Only the air was wet. The world continued as if nothing had happened.
Even as I walked along the village path, I did not have to count my steps this time.
The fact that I did not have to count was actually unsettling. Humans are creatures that adapt. We quickly get used to both the abnormal and the normal.
On the way back to the car, I had a call from Tsuge.
I do not answer. There is no need to answer. What is finished is finished.
However, Tsuge was persistent. Twice, three times. I resigned myself and went out.
"It's over."
When I said that, Tsuge was silent for a moment. There is usually an intention behind someone's silence. His silence was a time for appraisal.
"...What about the dragon?"
"It's over."
"Do you mean it has passed away?"
"The records are fading."
I sensed Tsuge catch his breath.
"Are you... alright?"
I did not laugh. Not because the question was foolish. It was foolish, but it was a natural question. Because he is a man who cleans up after the job is done.
"I don't know."
I answered honestly. The ritual prayer closed the old woman's boundary. Not my boundary. I went outside. Those who go outside must follow the rules of the outside.
"But, for now, I am alright."
"I see."
Tsuge pretended to be relieved. A pretense is enough. Pretense keeps society running.
"...I will not leak the matter regarding that woman."
"Don't leak it."
I emphasized.
"Don't write it. Don't speak of it. Don't create a name for it."
"Yes, I understand."
There is nothing less trustworthy than the words, "I understand." But Tsuge is good at surviving. People who are good at surviving are usually sensitive to these kinds of taboos.
After hanging up the phone, I looked at the rearview mirror of the car.
The face reflected there looks a little unfamiliar.
The shadows around my eyes are faint.
The lines of my cheeks are vague.
—It might just be my imagination.
I took out my notebook and wrote my name.
Mikami.
I can write it. I can read it. The meaning connects.
I traced the characters with my finger.
The paper feels rough. As long as there is that rough sensation, I am fine.
Next, I wrote today's date.
The numbers line up, and the sequence has meaning.
Good, I whispered to myself.
The whispered words echo within me. As long as there is an echo, I am still on this side of the boundary.
The Shikioji pretended to be sitting in the passenger seat.
Pretended is not quite accurate. It is there. It is just invisible to others. There are too many things in this world that are present but invisible.
"You might fade away."
The Shikioji said.
"Even so?"
When I asked back, the Shikioji paused for a moment.
"Fading happens because you remained. What you returned touches this side by the amount you returned."
I gripped the steering wheel again.
"I won't let it touch."
"Impossible."
The reply was immediate.
The word "impossible" is cruel, but accurate. I do not dislike accurate words. I do not dislike them, but that does not mean I will obey them.
As I drove down the mountain road, I was thinking.
The old woman is finished. Even though she is finished, she is still touching this place. As long as she touches it, something remains. The something that remains becomes the seed of the next supernatural occurrence. That is why the Izanagi-ryu does not write. Does not speak. Does not leave names behind.
But I have come to know.
What is known cannot be erased. Because it cannot be erased, the question is how to handle it.
Destroying it is easy.
The problem is how to return it.
I repeated those words to myself.
I no longer know when that became my catchphrase.
Chapter 9: Erased Records
A few days later, Sagara came to visit.
A veteran of the orthodox faction. A person on the side that manages the records.
It is not raining.
Yet, I feel like the air always grows damp when Sagara arrives. It is not the air that gets damp, but the human relationships.
"Mikami."
He called my name.
That alone surprised me a little. The orthodox faction avoids calling me by my name. Because names create connections.
"That is rare."
When I said that, Sagara gave a small laugh.
"It is to erase it."
It was in the form of a joke.
But it was not a joke.
Before sitting down, Sagara looked around the room. Drafts of ritual prayers, paper, brushes, old tools. His gaze appraised my life. People who appraise lives generally live long.
"That matter is finished."
When I said that, Sagara nodded.
"It is finished. However, the way it ended is the problem."
"An ending is an ending."
"That is why it is a problem."
Sagara said calmly.
"You bound a name.
You let the nameless one end as a nameless one. That in itself is correct.
But the 'record' remained within you."
"It is natural for it to remain."
"Because it is natural, I will erase it."
Sagara took a slip of paper from his pocket. It was not my notebook. It was an Izanagi-ryu talisman. It smelled of old fibers.
There was only one line written on it.
--There is one who has mistaken the boundary and exceeded their duty. Henceforth, similar accumulations are forbidden.
"This is all."
Sagara said.
"The incident, the woman, the dragon, and you--none of them are here."
"Are you not going to write it down?"
"If I write it, it will multiply."
Sagara looked at me.
"You should already know. The supernatural does not end just by defeating it. If you mistake the way to end it, it becomes the next supernatural."
Sagara said my own words back to me. I felt a little angry. I was angry because it hit the nail on the head.
"Are you going to erase me?"
Sagara shrugged.
"If I could erase you, I would. But you are tenacious. Tenacious people cannot be fully erased. That is why I handle you."
Handle. That word was the same as my own method. Not faith, but procedure. Not righteousness, but management.
Sagara stood up and looked back at the doorway.
"Mikami. The Shikioji exists to stop you. If it cannot stop you, you will eventually destroy too much."
I did not answer. Not answering was not a rejection. An answer would become a contract. I did not want to increase the number of contracts.
After Sagara left, I sat at my desk and placed a blank sheet of paper on it. I tried to write. But I could not.
If I write, it will multiply.
I understand the logic.
Because I understand it, it is terrifying.
I turned the paper over and put it in the drawer without writing anything on it.
The choice not to write anything was not an escape. At least, that is what I wanted to believe.
The Shikioji said quietly behind me.
"Do not destroy too much."
I closed my eyes.
That phrase alone settled in my heart not as a contract, but as a warning.
Chapter 10: The Mountain Remembers
No one spoke of the dragon anymore.
It was unnaturally sudden.
In the village at the foot of the mountain, the topic of "there was a beast-taming Matagi" should have certainly existed until a few days ago. Yet, no names came up. No faces appeared. Whenever someone tried to bring it up, everyone would pause for a beat and start talking about something else.
I entered the mountain.
It was not because I had business there. I simply needed to confirm something.
Bear tracks remained.
But they were old. They were not new.
There was no scent of fur.
There was no scent of animal fat either.
However, the air on the mountain was somehow heavy.
I stopped and listened intently.
Deep within the sound of the wind, I felt there was a low breathing sound.
--No.
It was not breathing.
It was the sound of waiting.
The dragon met its "turn" here.
But the mountain does not consider that a judgment. To the mountain, it is merely a cycle.
It is not divine punishment.
It is not revenge.
It is just a misreading of faith being naturally reclaimed.
I left the mountain.
I did not look back.
I felt that if I looked back, something would "continue."
Chapter 11: Missing Records
Since returning to the office, I have begun to feel a strange sense of unease.
I misplace my keys.
The names of tools I use every day do not come to mind immediately.
It is not fatal.
It is not enough to hinder my daily life.
However, something is definitely missing.
I opened my notebook.
I traced the records of the past few weeks.
Requests.
Travels.
Ritual prayers.
The matter of the old woman—it is not there.
It is only natural, as I did not write it down.
But I can clearly see the location of the blank space.
I picked up my pen and tried to write.
But the Shikioji stood there without saying a word.
It is not stopping me.
But it is watching.
I put the pen down.
"Is this the price?"
I intended it to be a mutter to myself.
"It is not a price."
The Shikioji says.
"It is contact. Those who close the boundary must inevitably touch the boundary."
"Can I not return?"
"You can return. However, not to the same place."
I nodded.
That is fine.
There is no need to return to the same place.
Remaining in the same place is precisely what turned the old woman into a supernatural entity.
Chapter 12: The Reason for Not Objecting
I suddenly thought.
"Why didn't you stop me this time?"
It was a question directed at Shikioji.
At that time.
Before reading the ritual prayer.
If I had been told to "stop," I might have obeyed.
Shikioji thought for a moment.
"There was no reason to stop you."
"There was a possibility that I would destroy too much."
"There was."
"Then."
"However, you did not destroy it."
I exhaled.
"That's hindsight."
"No."
Shikioji said clearly.
"You did not defeat it.
You only brought it to an end."
The difference is as thin as a sheet of paper.
But that sheet of paper becomes the boundary.
"Therefore, there was no need to object."
I asked no more.
If I asked, it would become a contract again.
Final Chapter: The Sheet I Did Not Write
Night.
I sat at my desk and took out a sheet of blank paper.
If I wanted to write, I could.
About the old woman.
The structure of the hair talisman.
The words of the ritual prayer.
But I will not write.
Instead, I folded the paper.
I folded it, folded it again, and creased it small.
I put it deep inside my drawer.
The fact that I did not writeis all that remains there.
The Shikigami Prince says nothing.
The choice to say nothing is his answer.
I turned off the light and lay down.
Just before falling asleep, I suddenly wonder.
—Was that old woman saved?
There is no answer.
It is fine if there is none.
The moment salvation is defined,
someone else will burn the boundary again.
I close my eyes.
When tomorrow comes, more work will arrive.
Cleaning up after someone who made a mistake with the boundary.
Breaking it is easy.
The problem is how to put it back.
I will not speak those words again.
If I put them into words, they will become a record again.
So, I will keep them only within my heart.
—The boundary is quietly closing.
That will do.
