A gift from heaven

Savant syndrome. It is said appear symptoms  getting  mental  illness and  autism  patient in medical science. This features  are  demonstrating  exceptional talent  in a particular  field. For example, high memory, art, mathematics ability.

Among them is a talent known as "Camera-eye".
Those who possess it can instantly remember what they see, as if it were a photograph taken with a camera. In other  words, developmental  abnormality of  visual ability.

This is very useful for studying. Those with a Camera-eye  for detail can simply look at textbooks; there's no need to read them.
In fact, I think this has been very helpful to me.

Would you want this kind of talent?

Camera-eyes have  another feature . They can never forget they have seen.

Is  this a great thing?

Beautiful scenery from my trip. The scene of the accident. Impressive paintings. The structure of my favorite clothes. I will remember everything. I will never forget.

But it's not all good.

The hysterical face of the mother.  My room is a mess because she threw a tantrum. My treasures destroyed by her. My father's face shows he's not interested in me. The faces of everyone who didn't help me when I was bullied. The face of the man who raped me. The face of the disgusting old man who pushed me onto the bed in the sex shop.

It takes root in the heart like a curse.
Yes, even the worst memories will remain unforgettable until the day I die.

Even now that I'm an adult, that scene sometimes flashes back to me.
It triggered the fear, loneliness, helplessness, and guilt I felt at the time, and I was buried in darkness.
I am terrified of the unseen, and I blame myself. I detest my fate.
Uncontrollable tears, messy hair, hyperventilation.




Do you want to have a special talent?
Do you want memories that you'll never forget?
Do you feel jealous?


Well, whether it's good or bad is up to you.

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