On a morning when you feel like 'someone else is moving you'
On a morning when you feel like 'someone else is moving you'
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On a morning when you feel like 'someone else is moving you'
I'm writing my usual blog post.
The alarm goes off.
My body wakes up.
But my heart is left behind.
This song begins with such a morning.
“Someone is making my body wake up on its own”
Just this one line is already painful.
I know what I have to do.
But 'I' am not there.
Smiling according to the schedule,
nodding according to the manual,
and before I know it, the day is over.
There are moments when I feel suffocated
by that being called 'normal'.
In these days that feel like a theater
Someone else is moving me
These days are just like a theater
This feeling,
I think many people have felt it at least once.
Given a role in society,
saying the expected lines,
being applauded or ignored.
Even though this life should be free,
invisible fingers get tangled in it.
“Hey, can you really call this 'living'?”
This question is
not a scream,
but a silent cry.
If I'm being manipulated, I'll break it to take it back
The message at the heart of this song
is the most painful and the most important part.
—Don't treat me like a disposable part anymore.
If I'm being manipulated, I'll break it to take it back.
With 'my' own will.
It's not a gentle word.
But there are no lies in it.
I think 'breaking' doesn't mean ending everything,
but rather breaking the 'self' that was built on the expectations of others.
The smiles on social media,
the words in the news,
they all feel like someone else's script.
Even so,
I want to believe that only the pain is real.
It's okay to get hurt, as long as it's with your own voice.
The chorus in the second half
is not about giving up, but about determination.
Even if I get hurt, I don't care
I want to shout with my own voice
You don't have to live perfectly.
You don't have to be the 'correct' answer.
It's okay to be slow.
The idea that you don't have to meet anyone's expectations
is not an escape,
but a way of taking responsibility.
It means taking the steering wheel of your own life
into your own hands.
The same morning, but a different step forward.
I like how quiet the outro is.
The same morning comes again.
The world doesn't change overnight.
Reality is probably just a continuation of yesterday.
But,
the only thing that's different is that you are 'aware'.
'This is my life,' I say,
and I start walking with my head held just a little higher.
It's not a grand revolution.
Just holding your head a little higher.
That is enough.
This song is
a record of the moment I realized I had been 'pulled by strings'.
If you are facing a morning where you feel miserable for no reason,
it might not be that you are broken,
but simply that you have finally 'realized' it.
I hope this song can gently stay by your side
on quiet nights or on your way home in the rain.
-- Iine Channel 🌙
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I leave behind chill and bittersweet sounds
to keep you company on quiet nights.
Focusing on City Pop / Chill / Lo-Fi / Jazz Piano,
rather than flashiness,
**'humidity,' 'shadows,' and 'stillness'** are what I value most.
I don't force light upon things.
I don't erase the darkness.
That is the way of this channel.
Thank you for reading until the end.
Even if you
don't feel anything right now, that's okay.
I hope you remember this text and this music
on a night when you need them.
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