Notice of Conclusion of Free Monitor Sessions and Feedback
To all the adventurous souls who raised their hands to be monitors,
without knowing anything about me,
thank you so very much!!
I imagine some of you felt nervous
not knowing what kind of person I am.
But I felt that every session
was linked to my own journey,
and I learned so much and truly enjoyed the process.
I think this is the first time in my life I've gotten to know so many people.
Thanks to all of you, I have reached my goal,
so I have decided to close the applications here.
I asked my monitors to write not just the good things, but the bad things too!
So I was able to move forward while making various improvements!
However, there is something that has been weighing on my mind.
There are some people from whom I did not receive feedback.
Those were people who participated early on,
and there were many points where I was lacking.
Since I had my own points of reflection,
I reached out to them—not to pester them, but just to check in.
But since I didn't get a response...
When that happens,
I end up thinking unnecessary things, like,
surely they must not have been satisfied with the results.
In reality, they might have been dissatisfied,
or perhaps they just forgot.
But it does make me feel a little bit sad.
I wish they had just told me.
Staying silent might be a form of Japanese kindness,
but for me, if I had just received a response,
I could have done something about it next time,
is what I end up thinking.
Well, it can't be helped.
Sometimes things just don't get across.
I tried reaching out, but it didn't work.
Am I satisfied with that?
Hmm, I wouldn't say I'm satisfied, but
the fact that I've reached a point where I can let it go
might mean I've come to terms with it? So,
having vented here, I am satisfied.
Here is the introduction of those who wrote feedback (the second half)!
The first half is here↓
Someone who wrote a note article,
Kanemoto-san, who lives in Thailand and
received a session in person while we chatted↓
Shion-san, who has been interacting with me since I started my note,
who is cute, multi-talented, and has a shining sense of style↓
And below are those who gave me feedback directly.
You have a very gentle atmosphere and were very easy to talk to.
I felt a very deep connection with the cards that came up.
Messages overflowed from the pictures, and I felt,
It's okay to be who I am right now, I'm riding the flow, that kind of feeling.
I was filled with joy.
You also gave me homework, so I will happily start working on it from today.
Yoko-san has a cute, pure image, like an eternal girl.
It feels like you don't have any of the nasty, calculating traits of an adult.
It reminded me of when my favorite third-grade homeroom teacher
retired to get married,
and she wrote in a letter that I was just like
the 'girl with the white straw hat'
from our Japanese textbook, Yoko-chan!
Even though I'm an old lady pushing 50 now! 😆
Even setting aside the fact that we are acquaintances, you are easy to talk to.
You listen slowly, and you nodded during our conversation,
so I felt like I was truly being heard.
I started talking without thinking much, so my story wasn't organized,
but you summarized it concisely by saying things like, 'Is this what you mean?'
and I felt my thoughts being organized with a 'Yes, exactly!'
By the end, I felt like I had been given a push forward, like 'It's okay!'
Since we are acquaintances, the conversation was too fun and we went over time,
but I enjoyed being a monitor.
I was watching you try your best to talk while remembering what you learned,
thinking, 'Oh, I don't need to talk about this, do I?' and I thought you were wonderful and cute.
Because we are acquaintances, there was a lot of small talk.
(Actually, we haven't known each other for very long,
but we hit it off so quickly!!)
And I even said things from my heart that I didn't need to say.
I was a total amateur.
But lots of hints came out of that small talk!
Maybe it's important for us to have long, thorough chats
more than we think!
It's amazing how things connect when you just talk about whatever comes to mind.
I was so happy to have that sense of clarity while talking.
Because you, Yoko-san, were enjoying the reading,
I was able to relax and talk as well.
Thank you for the double joy of drawing out my words and listening to me!
Yoko-san has such a friendly atmosphere that I was able to talk without feeling nervous.
I felt very reassured when you shared things about yourself.
At first, I couldn't think of what to talk about,
but while talking about this and that,
you helped me draw out that I have a mental block regarding something I'm not good at.
It was mysterious how my own assumptions came out after you asked me various questions.
The time flew by!
Before receiving the reading, I had a lighthearted attitude about getting a fortune-telling,
but the actual effect was more than I expected.
It felt like having my own feelings, which I usually don't notice, reflected in a mirror.
I've known about Tarot and Oracle cards until now,
but this was a new type of card and it was fun.
With Yoko-san's support, I was able to face myself.
After all, I'm the one who knows myself best, right?
You were easy to talk to, I could tell you were listening with genuine care,
and you didn't spare your time, which was wonderful! It was fun!
I hope many people feel lighter after talking to Yoko-chan!
I am grateful for this connection.
If I were to say what the biggest harvest was for me this time, it is
the connectionwith you.
Getting to know so many people,
and being able to chat so much,was a first in my lifeexperience.
It was fulfilling.
Although my contribution may be small,
the fact that even someone like me might have been of help to someone,
and that I could make them feel even a little bit better
It makes me happy to know such things.
My happiness isthe moment I can empathize with someone.I realized that clearly.
Being able to experience the feeling of becoming one with the other person
is what I am seeking...
You are me, I am you,
From the moment we realize we are all the same,
we all shine equally.
https://youtu.be/rSYoIuyks8g?si=FiPH4957jWPOdRal
There was also someone who wrote this in the comment section
of Noriko-san's note, who received a reading first.
This is a comment directed at Noriko-san who received the monitoring,
but I rarely get praised like this,
and I wondered if people would understand what kind of cards these are,
so I was happy and decided to post it.
When you value honesty and sincerity, everything you say hits the mark,
so I think the power of that person—or rather, their love and influence—is amazing.
Inner Child Cards is a wonderful name,
and I think these kinds of cards can be read by touching the subconscious,
so when you are tired, that consciousness is likely to come out,
which is why I think it hits the mark so accurately. I feel like I can be honest.
As for your personality, I felt that you were very healing.
I have learned a lot from relatively strict people,
so I thought I was better suited for someone with a stern look
rather than someone who seems gentle to everyone, but...
I suppose it was because when someone like that praises me,
I could feel that
they were being sincere.
It didn't feel like just empty words.
So,
thank you all for your feedback!
I'm just winging it,
so I haven't decided what to do next yet,
but I will report back later.
I would be very happy to connect with those who feel a connection.
I look forward to your continued support.
If you need to reach me, please use the official LINE account!