To the Dreams That Begin Here

I have big dreams, small dreams, gentle dreams, and intense dreams. Like wanting to take a nap every day. Or wanting to live a laid-back life. They are soft, fluffy dreams. When I picture these soft dreams in my head, my heart feels relaxed, and I imagine flowers must be blooming all around me right now.

On the other hand, I want to stand on stage and sing with confidence. I want to express my emotions. As the strong line goes, 'Singing on stage is a battle!', that place is a passionate space where I am myself, yet no longer myself. I imagine the me who is there must always be shining brightly.

Both versions of me are me. There are so many things I want to achieve. Every time I count my wishes on my fingers, I end up laughing. Ah, how greedy I am, I think.

What I hope for myself one year from now is this.
To mature as an artist and as a human being.
There are still many parts where I cannot rely on others, I tend to take on work when there is no one else to do it, and there are times when I lack the confidence to speak up. That is not a bad thing. But, it might be a little disadvantageous, right?
So, relax, breathe, and rely on those around you. The world should be kind.
Maturing within myself means maturing in my sensibilities. It is directly linked to my expression. My repertoire will increase. Let's absorb and deepen many, many more things.

What supports the sensibilities that have become colorful through absorption is technique. Do not neglect this either. Muscle training, breath control, vocal exercises. Build a solid foundation. Everything is for the sake of healthy expression.

Well, I have written all of this out, but I probably already know. That it will happen. I know that it will be okay, and there is nothing to worry about. I will enjoy the present to the fullest. That is all there is to it.