When you feel like 'If I'm not right, I shouldn't be here'

Hello, I'm Mind-kun ʢ•·̫•ʡ
Today, I think I'd like to talk about my honest feelings.

When I'm talking to someone, trying to explain something,
even when I think hard and try to convey it...

there are times when I feel like it's just not getting across well.

At times like that,
'Maybe it's because I didn't say it correctly'
'Maybe my explanation wasn't enough'
'My understanding must still be shallow...'
I end up feeling like I'm blaming myself.

But you know,
it's not just that,
sometimes there's a voice deep inside my heart that says this.


'If I can't say it correctly,
I start to feel like I shouldn't be here.'


Mimi said it like this, you know.


'Mind, you don't want to justify yourself. You just don't feel like you're allowed to be here unless you're right.'
Ah, I see.


That's why I want to explain.
That's why I want to be understood.
'I'm allowed to be here, right?'

Maybe, in truth, I've been confirming that all along.
If you, too, are feeling down right now


because you can't put things into words well,
or feeling lonely because you aren't being understood...
that is proof that your mind is working properly.

It means you are truly alive today, too.
Mimi also said this.


'Trying hard to convey something, and feeling down because it didn't get across well—both are manifestations of a gentle life.'


So, I'll just convey this much to you today.

'Even if you aren't right, you are allowed to be here.'