Writing makes my own outline clearer.
The articles I've been writing lately about my favorite picture books and TV shows
haven't had many reactions.
I wondered if these topics aren't very interesting to people,
but I decided to keep writing them anyway.
To those who read them,
and to those who gave me likes or comments,
thank you.
I was very happy.
Feeling that I'm not the only one,
that I'm not alone,
is a happy and reassuring feeling, and it encourages me.
The sense and feelings of "I like this" or "I resonate with this"
are also elements that shape me,
and I think my favorite picture books, books, and shows
are one of the ways I can clearly convey that, so I tried writing about them.
I thought this at this time.
I felt this way about this event.
I think this about this.
This is how I think.
By writing down these feelings, values, and thoughts one by one,
I think my own outline
will gradually become clearer,
and my self-understanding will deepen.
And I hope that in that process, I can find people who resonate with me.
That said,
once you've experienced getting a lot of reactions from many people, you get greedy, haha.
I think things like, "Last time so many people read it and reacted to it, but this time not so much..." haha.
Even though I say that what's important isn't the reactions or the number of people who read it,
I'm still happy when people read it, so I keep posting links without learning my lesson, haha.
But everyone has different values and sensibilities,
and it's up to each person whether they read it or not.
I write because I want to write.
I will always keep that in mind.
And I will also firmly acknowledge that there is a part of me that wants someone to listen and wants to be understood.
Each event might seem trivial from the outside,
but since I think that things my heart feels or things I want to record
are important to me,
I will continue to cherish and write about them one by one.
Thank you for reading until the end.
