A Close-Up Two-Shot with My Oshi! ~Part 2~

A miracle happened: I won a spot at an event where I could take a two-shot photo with my 24-year-old oshi.

Not wanting to forget that day, I am rushing to write it down on note before my memories fade, trying to capture all the heart-fluttering, head-over-heels feelings I have for my oshi.

You can find the first part here↓

It ended right before my oshi made their surprise appearance.

Finally... my beloved 24-year-old oshi is about to appear!!

Part 2! Here we go!

I pressed myself against the wall and peeked through the gap between the partition and the wall.

There, I saw...

My oshi, dressed in black from head to toe.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm speechless. The handsomeness is beyond words. What do I do? Seriously, they are so beautiful. What's with that tiny face? It's no bigger than the tip of a thumb.

They are taking photos with fans with a gentle smile.

Ah, so handsome...

Ah, just endlessly handsome...

Ah, I want to keep watching forever...

Time, please stop.

You are an angel. Thank you for being born. It's a miracle that we live in the same era. Is this reality? Is it a dream or an illusion? Overwhelming beauty. My brain can't keep up anymore.

Which pose would you like?

Ha!
The staff member asked.
It's my turn next.

1. Peace sign under the chin
2. [Name] puts their arm around the customer's shoulder (Not allowed for customers)

These were the two poses prepared.

Without hesitation, I said,

"Number 2, please."

I answered.

I mean... is there anyone who would choose number 1???

"Alright, next person, please."

The moment had finally arrived.

Thump-thump-thump-thump-thump-thump

No, the text for the heartbeat is too small.
My heart wasn't just thumping like that at the time.
Can't the text be bigger than this?

Like this! Read it with a THUMP feeling like this!

ump-thump-thump-thump-thump-thump

Guided by the staff, I climbed up about three steps.

I made eye contact with my favorite.

My favorite stared back at me.

Thump-thump-thump-thump-thump-thump

"Hello!!"

My beloved oshi bows with the most refreshing smile in the world.

“Uh, uh... hello. N-n-nice to meet you.”

I greet him in a voice barely louder than a mosquito's hum.

Inside, I'm thinking,

This is crazy, this is crazy, this is crazy!!! This is so, so cool!!! What should I doooooo

“Please, go ahead.”

With a sparkling smile, my oshi escorts me to his side.

We stand together at the spot for the photo.

And then,

Close contact!!!!!!!!!!!! Pressed right up against me!!!!!!!!!

Wait, wait, wait. He's really pressing up against me like this!!

Wait, wait, wait. He smells so incredibly good! Inhale, inhale, inhale! If I exhale, it'll be gone! Inhale! Ah! A small bottle! Where's a small bottle? I should have brought one! I want to trap this scent forever!

Wow, wow. He's really pressing up against me. This is crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy.

I want to feel your warmth!

Focus everything on the point of contact! Feel it! Feel my oshi's body heat!

Immorality. Forbidden love. My beloved in a nightmare. Dangerous charm. Driving my heart insane. The taste of forbidden nectar.

My mind was in a state of total panic.
My facial muscles started twitching from the sheer nervousness.
I'm just a twitching mess here—

Click.

With my face twitching and my mind in a total panic, the photo session was over in a flash.

"Thank you so much!"

As they said that, my favorite looked at me with a sparkling smile.

Come on!
mika!
This is your chance!
Tell your favorite what you've wanted to tell them for so long!

Now is the time!

Say it!!!!!

"Um..., my son is currently refusing to go to school, and it's been really tough, but..., um..., your presence, [Name], has been helping me! ...Um, so, thank you!"

I said it.

I had wanted to tell them directly for so, so long.

They gave my heart a flutter back when I was completely exhausted every day from accompanying my son and dealing with his reluctance to go.
Just getting excited and squealing over them was so fun and made me so happy.

It gave me energy.

That's why I wanted to convey my gratitude.

My voice trembled and I felt like I was going to cry.

My favorite is still just starting out.
I remember reading in some magazine that they have a lot of worries.
But I also wanted to deliver a heartfelt cheer, telling them that their existence is what gives people's hearts energy like this.

Then,

Ah... well... I see. But, you know! It's great to find something you love, and to be able to find it, isn't it!!!!!

My favorite looked gently into my eyes, carefully chose their words, and said that to me.

Y-yes... I'm really, truly helped by you! Thank you!

I said that once more and gave a polite bow.

My favorite sent me off with a smile, saying, Thank you very much!

As I was leaving, they called out to my back, Let's meet again!!!

I will!!!!!

I turned around once more, waved my hand at my favorite with all my might, and parted ways.

I was leaving the photo space in the absolute happiest mood, and when I tried to leave the room, a staff member stopped me.

Customer, please take your belongings.

I had forgotten my things too.

In a state of maximum heart-fluttering, head-over-heels bliss, I wobbled over to put my fan letter in the box and left the room.

Then, the people I had become friends with while waiting were there waiting for me.
We formed a circle and shared our excitement through tears.

I had received a LINE message from Komeko-chan, so I reported back to her.

And then, I sent her the fresh, hot-off-the-press two-shot photo.

Now then.
Let's take a moment to highlight a few points about this two-shot photo.

First, right here!
Please pay attention to my right shoulder!

Mika's right shoulder is digging into my favorite's body.

What does this mean?
Yes! You there! That's exactly right.
It means we were pressed that close together. Yes, indeed.

Ah, I wish they would just hug me from behind like this.

Next, right here!
Please pay attention to my hand!

I am clenching my fist tightly in an unbelievable way.

It just goes to show how nervous I was. Yes, indeed.

Finally, right here!
Please pay attention to my face!

Mika's face is like a maiden's

And then

Mika's face is swollen

So, when a person's heart-throb level reaches its maximum, their face swells up, huh?
I learned that for the first time.


By the way, it seems this is what a selfie two-shot with a top-tier Oshi looks like.

Seriously, this is a nosebleed-inducing situation.

I got on the train feeling extra happy and arrived at my nearest station.

Shopping at Seiyu.

Back to reality in an instant.

I got home, had dinner, and took a bath.
The moment I put the kids to bed, I showed my husband the two-shot photo as if I'd been waiting for this moment, and once again, I showered him with my passionate feelings for my Oshi.
He listened with a Buddha-like smile, nodding along.
My husband is in my hall of fame.
Thank you for always watching over your wife's Oshi-katsu.

A dream-like time with my Oshi.
I was able to write about it this time too, before the memories faded.
Success.

A close-up two-shot photo of the coolest, kindest, and most beautiful Oshi, and a woman whose face is swollen with smiles and who is clenching her fists tightly.

And the memory of finally being able to convey the feelings I'd wanted to express for so long.

It's my treasure.

This is an Oshi-katsu article about a woman who broke down in front of her Oshi.
To everyone who always enjoys the heart-pounding, swooning, and melting moments with me.
Thank you!
With all my heart.