As It Flows: A Follow-up Status Report

The Autumnal Equinox has passed, and the heat has finally started to ease up, hasn't it?

Have you been doing well?

I have successfully finished giving birth. ^人^
Thank you so much for all your support. ^^

There are many stories surrounding this birth, but I haven't been able to put them together yet.

The reason is...
The mission is still continuing...! It's long...! It's really long...!!

The birth went very well and was a great success. I thought that would be the end of it, but it seems this is the final stage. Surprisingly, I am currently undertaking the monumental task of the century... where the child born (who is my past life and my soul's other half) and I are merging into one within this physical body (yikes...!!).

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To tell you a slightly interesting story...
The newborn girl (who has wings) has entered my physical body from the back of my heart chakra, and my body (mainly my skeleton) is undergoing changes. The shape of my forehead, the shape of my skull, and my shoulders.
When she enters, it looks like her wings are emerging from my shoulder blades, and perhaps to support them, my shoulders have become quite broad (I am naturally very slope-shouldered).

And when I overlap with her inside my physical body, I can clearly understand where and how she was hurt (killed, that is) in my past life. A reproduction of the pain occurs. It's a bit like a horror movie. But I've often felt pain around here since I was little... and now I understand why.

Also, the cards revealed where it happened, and the house I live in now is exactly that place. I remembered the feelings I had when I moved here (which were contradictory to the situation, so I thought it was very strange), and now I understand why.

This soul rebirth mission has progressed in stages, and I realized that at every 'turning point,' the wounds my past self received would surface in my physical body. It's a mysterious thing. But I feel like this might be happening to everyone.

This time, I also sought information about Reconnection.
It told me that it is 'something that heals the wounds on the spiritual body.' In other words, it is indeed the repair and recombination of DNA. In my past life, I was wounded for the purpose of sealing away my power so that I would not be resurrected, so it seems it was quite difficult to resurrect on my own. Therefore, it was said that I attempted this method of liberation and rebirth in this lifetime.

I also want to write about how my mother appeared in my dream on the day the Higan (equinoctial week) began, just before this birth. Even though I can always meet her every year, she didn't come during Obon, when I was pregnant. Obon involves coming with a 'physical presence,' so perhaps the energy didn't mesh well with the fetus this year? That is why it really touched my heart that she came to me in a dream as soon as Higan began (and the content of that dream as well).

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Now, when will this merging be completed?

It seems it will be the next full moon. Around the Harvest Moon, I suppose. ^^
(It seems the full moon was a major milestone for physical changes. First, the physical body is being prepared for the merging, and then, the merging will likely begin at the winter solstice.)

After that, there might be changes in my reality as well.
(The cards tell me so, so I am looking forward to it.)

Well then, while watching the waxing moon, I would like to continue my observations for a little while longer.

I never dreamed my life would turn out like this, but it is incredibly exciting, and I am surprised at myself for writing such a courageous plot, and while sending praise to myself for how well it is going... ^人^

I will report back again. ^^